"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
I miss you,As well as all the hugs I used to give you,Doing anything I can to make you feel beautiful within a family that would not forgive you.If you were never here to begin with,I wouldn't be here using a pen as my pistol,Taking my shot at a life far from abysmal...The only Grandmother... Continue Reading →
Politics are nothing,But,A sham used to divide us in ways so unnatural to the human heart.Yet,Most of us feed into it knowing love is what we're hungry for.Sometimes I wonder,Why can't we conserve our energy,Play our favorite demo tapes,And,Dance together celebrating our independence?Our ability to wake up,And,Choose unity rather than a reason to shame another... Continue Reading →
Anytime my card is pulled,It feels like the Joker is drawn in a game of poker I've never agreed to play.Can I trust the smile I see when taking notice of anyone's face,In a room as dark as the empty voids most carry in a soul where light wanes,More,And,More as each day passes by?A day... Continue Reading →
So much talk about a sweep,But,Not the kind you'd expect as reality gets swept under the rug.Mad is sin,Running rampant in the hearts of those who mob before accounting for actions buried under dust,Swiped away when it's too late in the spur of the moment.But,Maybe,The hard road is necessary for some.Because,No matter how often you... Continue Reading →
Biases occur more often than,Others caring more for another's crisis in,Hopes they heal every wound drowning everyone surrounding them,In their own shallow waters.We may hurt each other no matter the price is,And,It's disappointing when you're trying to have faith in humanity thriving.Yet,There's no cure quite like forgiveness along a hand pulling someone out of darkness... Continue Reading →
God's embrace comes when you least expect it.Today,It came through a Trinidadian woman while I sat inside of a Citibank,Pensive.About how lonely my life's been as I live it through a pad,A pen,And,A message God's been nudging me to spread with,Love.Not knowing how to move forward,She urged me to keep going strong without a doubt... Continue Reading →
Promises...I'm exhausted with,Making what I shouldn't keep while I'm lost in this,Thought process I've been trying to escape at all costs...Will it,Burn me alive,As I gas out and crash from being so sleep-deprived?Only God knows.All I know,Is the hard time I've been having,As I arrange a flow pattern,Used to depict a disaster,That couldn't be stopped... Continue Reading →
A bulldozer is what I intend to be.Obstacles are a part of life,And,It's our job to run them over.Some never clock in,But,I'm locked in and see past the lack of acceptance.Whether or not others forgive me,I forgive myself for what I did in my rocky past,Moving on from the horrid man I was becoming.There's no... Continue Reading →
Takes you a while to understand how everything is our fault.How God gave us free will to simply do our part.Yet,We choose war,Bloodshed,To torment another's state of mind and far!Do we take it.Blaming God for our mishaps on Earth after being told how to behave in,A world ruled by a dark force who's goal is... Continue Reading →
A convex of emotions are laid on an empty piece of paper hoping it will flower,Some day.One can only pray for change to blossom throughout every season the of the year.Why stay the same,For what purpose?Not a single lick of sense it makes as much as flipping the page over.Pages in a story written by... Continue Reading →
