"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Sounds of heart monitors consume my ear canals as much as God,Whenever It holds me in contempt.You would think God Itself would be more accepting,Rather than taking the role of your deathly Rosarian,Laying it to rest how it really is.But,I guess even "It" has its moments of hopelessness when you decide to leave God's side.Because,Aren't... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just can’t write a poem.All I can do is sit down,Sway a pen around,And just,Think about how I want to disappear…
I hope that it was all worth it in the end! … Because,When push came to shove?I made ends meet while I tried everything to revive our,Love… Even if you kicked and shattered my Glass House,Even if you picked me apart with your doubts,I made it out of that cave of no return without a... Continue Reading →
Not really angry,Honestly.Just,Ill and exhausted from,Trying to control what I can't control... Like,What Humans do to themselves!Only to point fingers and ignite their own hellish realities into existence while,Bystanders get burned.By each spark searing holes through the surface of their,Rotting hearts... Because,Isn't it so annoying?How we've lived for so long risking death with every step... Continue Reading →
Alluring are those eyes resting beneath each curl of hair.More like,Coils wrapping my mind around the thought of moving them aside to,Kiss those lips if you dare.Poetry,Is the way you flow with me inside of a world I conjure when I'm blowing trees,Convincing you to go with me,Into a world where I'm sewing these wounds... Continue Reading →
Laying it all out on a page is rough when draft beers aren’t handy anymore.Trying to breathe and be a better person,But,There is barely any oxygen where I lay my head at night,While pondering my true feelings buried underneath the surface,Of my ailing heart.How,I’ve been crying while this world points and laughs at my pain... Continue Reading →
Ha,Ha,Ha!You go,But,You know!That you’ll fold,While I grow,Into what I was always meant to be,A Poet flowing past an ocean overflown by tears pouring down in,Joy… Just,Go ahead and laugh!At everyone of my mistakes.At every scar on a body I have healed by keeping you away!Because,All you’ve wanted was my presence,But,I’ve kept distant with persistence in... Continue Reading →
Crackles are heard before a yawn first thing in the morning.Yet,What’s risen is a grin in place of grimacing in pain.How?Who knowsJust,A bucket load of faith and beliefs in God not a single demon can shake.Because,What else is He to do after His death wish was answered?That death wish placed upon a character He was... Continue Reading →
If you're reading this, for real, thank you. I apologize for not posting more frequently, as I've been going through the hardest transition in my life including illnesses I don't speak of. As a loner with no family nor friends, it gets difficult just to wake up and want to be active. Find meaning in... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining,Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light one.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to surviveWith demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ… But,I let bygones... Continue Reading →
