With so many tears running down your cheeks first thing in the morning,Maybe,That's God's way of letting you know you are now healing,Even if you have no clue how.Because,For some reason,I still find a way to smile...
Disappearing
I Mean, Who Knows?
Escaping from the city is a thought soothing to a heart longing for silence.It's been a while since my inner child began shouting and crying,And,All I really want is for him to feel happy for at least a night inside of our conscious... I just,Don't know where to go!Feel so lost wandering around without a... Continue Reading →
Helping Handz
Not a single body of water exists where you can't drown.So,While you're swimming deep inside a profusion of tears poured by tear ducts,So exhausted from crying,Notice how peers duck your need for love,As your lungs become engulfed by every globule of sorrow left in your weary eyes...Just,Lay dead on the bottom floor.And,Witness God's hand drag... Continue Reading →
No Melody Is Perfect
So,So high!Smoking all night,Rolling up a tight joint that'll help me float to the sky!It just feels like,It's so right...Why?My,Mind?Will never know while I'm speeding on this highway!Line,By,Line.Until my ladder is tall enough for my entrance into heaven with a rhyme made,To put together what alleviates so much of my pain... A melody.I wouldn't have... Continue Reading →
Red Ink
Pen,Paper,Ink,My trinity,Slash,Seductress… When anger,Sorrow,Lust,Or Love rises,I'm swayed,In ways I cannot define,To stroke my quil in mind,From left to right,And strike,A point,As I conclude a sentence… I'm breathless,Reciting poems inciting death wishes,Yearning for a rebirth warranted,By my need to change…Thoughts,Were littered by lies pathological,It was only right I decided on rewriting them,And circle back to Truth…... Continue Reading →
To Love Anew
Thoughts roam without limits,No matter if I tell them all to stay out of my business.Because,Every ounce of pain inside of each memory of my abandonment is way too vivid…Why the fuck is the same picture popping up when I want to see different?I'm livid!But who am I kidding?I'm doing the unthinkable,4 years past 25... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #25: Until The End
Afternoons like these where my heart is filled with nothing but questions, particularly one all of us seem to ask at some point in our lives, Why? Keeps rattling my confused mind, as I have no idea why I'm thinking of such menacing question. This is just Me, anxiously sitting down in front of my... Continue Reading →
Fighting The Feeling
Alliterating all around an area audaciously.Belching bellowing blues bombastically.Basically calm!Creating chasms cornering demons damaging deeds,Eradicating eons of evasion.Evasion of,Rhythmic equations earthed of every answer I can possibly find...
Freewrite #24: Forsaken. So What?
Rising to higher states of mind,While walking all around a city making me lose mine. Poverty following me,Like a reaper admonishing me for demolishing each demon keeping the Former alive... Will the staircase to my ultimate success be built by bricks bulging out of my pocket?Or,The skeletons I leave behind when finally reaching the top... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #23: Can You Hear The Pins Drop?
My curious ears can hear every single one.Each pin dropping on to the ground of my soul,My very own flesh.Stabbing into a mind I’ve fought so hard to stabilize…Yet,Here I am.Still.Floating in silence as the Universe is swept away before my teary eyes,On top of a smile I had found for keeps.Nothing but darkness lit... Continue Reading →
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