"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Depression is,Waking up at 5 in the morning while staring at your cell phone screen just.Confused.Depression is,Having a moment of laughter,Immediately stopping after taking notice because you feel like you,Don't deserve it.Depression is,Feeling like you're drowning above sea level while inhaling your breath deeper than the love you have for your current self.Depression is just,Virtually... Continue Reading →
A loner’s life can be difficult at times.Because,One particular question likes to come into mind.If I die,How long would it be before anybody find outs?Would I rot here until my body begins exploding,Turning pitch black just like the darkness swirling all around a heart cracked from falling,Too many damn times…I guess I’ll never know,Regardless of... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just miss the time when,You were loved by those you love.But,Does it even matter when you could die this very moment,As,No one will notice?How can anyone observe what they deem unworthy of existence on a plane where,All you do is get high,Clouded by memories keeping you under hypnosis...
I now see what He saw back then. The seesaws that tip side to side for the right balance. Swings of Life changing every way we thought, From the last moment to the next, Only rehashing, A past most of us seek to fix. I'd know coming from a glass house cracked by drinks and... Continue Reading →
Sometimes, All you can do is talk into a page. To feel some sort of life surge through your numb chest. Because, Being alone for so long can scar your Mind. Tricking yourself to despise the human touch, For reasons distracting you from every wrong you must confront. Until, You get home after walking off... Continue Reading →
In a journey where you may appear alone, you'll learn the true intentions of people, what people have used you for. And, how love and forgiveness is the only solution in a world divided by glaring deceit only seen when one decides to see it... Having no one at all to fall back on for... Continue Reading →
You know you've been working hard when you come back home with a hole inside one of your favorite pair of sneakers. The only pair that was left unscathed until they had to be worn. No other choice but to be strapped on my feet during a time of mental warfare. Mental warfare my demons... Continue Reading →
Robotics make us forget we're humans full of emotions. So, We ignore them and cast out anyone who's wearing them for the moment. Because, Today's fashion is of an odd kind most of the world follows. Where grams of instant illusions matter more than what is seen on the outside, With "Self-Love" as the motto!... Continue Reading →
After working so hard and putting on strong performances of what you love most, You may just suffer a major blow knocking your Will to its knees. A rock in the road trying to prevent your drive from coercing you to soar through the skies... And, More people will say you won't be able to... Continue Reading →
It's one of those mornings where I kind of have to apologize for not having so many words. At this moment? I just really feel hurt. And, All I can ask myself is, Does any human in this world love me. For me? And nothing else...
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