"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
*Side Note before reading* A muuuch older piece! Back when I was still drinking. After a bit of a tough day, it helps me read these old poems being that I'm almost a year completely sober. Sometimes it gets so hard, but when reading this I go, "Wow, I really don't drink anymore! Thank God."... Continue Reading →
Alyssa was a bright, Young scholar. Focused on her straight A's until a twisted thought became a bother. But, Before any introduction of her destruction, I wanted to tell you a story of her fatal reconstruction... First, You have to understand hard times in the ghetto. Being born and looked at as a failure from... Continue Reading →
The minute I wake up,I'm having a wonderful day!No matter the nightmares that no longer phase a,Man who isn't the same!Crushing a bud in the name!Of love I wasn't able to feel until I got on my knees and prayed...I get it.At times,It isn't easy to face the message,God puts on your plate.Yet,With how hungry... Continue Reading →
Parlous, is it? To allow your soul to be gripped by the vices of death. Vice grips handed down to you by Demons whom convinced your mind to think thoughts of doubt and destruction God foreshadowed through your recent decisions... Yet, what other choice do we have but to trip and fall, learning all of... Continue Reading →
I don't really think I matter to anyone. Kind of feels like, If I died today? Others would resonate more laughter and love! All over the world while spotting doves, Coating our bright skies with their beauty... Wouldn't say I'm losing my sanctity, But, In a way, I'm choosing to vanish eternally. Through each poem... Continue Reading →
"Inflicted by drug addiction, I, Can tell who's walking all around the city with cloudy vision. I, Can sense when a soul is surrounded by white girls with their panties missing. I, Can see who's game and playing their cards right or taking shots at a gamble without thinking it through... But, What about that... Continue Reading →
For some reason, Things really do happen for a purpose we can't see. But it's, Still a bit funny how we can control our fate already predetermined by our actions, Typically made through our glaring sadness... But, On days like these, I feel as if I'm not... In control. Siding with demons forcing my hands... Continue Reading →
Evidence. "That which proves or disproves something, ground for belief, Proof..." Good thing I've been soaking gun pellets in a little glass of alcohol... Shots! Upon shots!... "Strike a match, Get burned and embalmed in a casket and Rot!" Is what I used to prefer. And! The proof is in a pot of pudding I... Continue Reading →
Beating... Beating... Beating... My heart is, With accelerating rhythm. Every morning comes with a bittersweet hint of His iron will bleeding out through His stomach, Growling for another plate of food His mind seems to refuse... Why? Even He has not a single clue. Except! For the one reason He chose to pretend wasn't true.... Continue Reading →
My words are those spray-painted across train tunnels and brick walls. Carried by informal kinship to hieroglyphics written in caves hidden from plain sight, Brought to eyes just trying to find answers to simple questions in life. Why am I here?... Everyday you wake up, From a world of dreams shaping our realities, Day by... Continue Reading →
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