"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Determined for a new beginning, With old habits I had lost long ago. Those things I used to do in place of the clouds of smoke, I've inhaled underneath our clear skies... Like, Waking up and taking that morning walk through Fort Tryon Park, Uptown, Manhattan. Or, Opening my journal first thing, Fighting away my... Continue Reading →
It's hard to stay bullet proof, Mentally, When ailments and bills pile, As you watch your loved ones, Hungry, Right next to you. Thoughts rise, Am I a man? I ask myself... Because, Generally, We're measured by the glow on our wrist watches and the inches on our crotches. Or, All the Jordan's stockpiling in... Continue Reading →
"Come on baby, Let me in!" "Come on baby, Let me in!..." Is all she says to me while I'm shouting, "Let me live!" "Let me live!" So exhausted! From repeating myself... Yet, She still gets the invite into a Hell, We manifest together when we burn... Wrapped up together. What else do I need... Continue Reading →
Repeatitive babble. Rattlesnakes slither and bite through flesh that isnt mine, For I, was not the creator of my own life... One morning I awoke. My eyes poked holes into realities I wish stayed dead, On the same bed, Where my dreams lay, It seems. Where anger steams and blows marijuana smoke while boat loads... Continue Reading →
Been a while since I've sat down to express my troubled thoughts. A conundrum commenced by a whirlpool of tears I've had no answer for. Confusion formed in the pit of Darkness... But, what can really be seen in the Dark? A place where only candle and flash lights can be seen in bits and... Continue Reading →
I feel depleted. Many reasons why I feel defeated. My minds ridden by my demons. I'm heaving up dangerous amounts of beer for a cheer I couldn't hear in, My head, Even if I'm laughing up a storm of tears while I'm pleading for redemption... Shi-, I'm only human!, Full of light, But, Darkness is... Continue Reading →
As I pray internally, Reciting words refurbishing a soul lacerated by excursions destroying an entire universe, God is there waiting for my palms to open. From a fist formed by my former disdain for atonement. To receive blessings he has continuously shown in, The visions I rid in each cup of alcohol poured with my... Continue Reading →
As I pray internally, Reciting words refurbishing a soul lacerated by excursions destroying an entire universe, God is there waiting for my palms to open. From a fist formed by my former disdain for atonement. To receive blessings he has continuously shown in, The visions I rid in each cup of alcohol poured with my... Continue Reading →
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