"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
"Unfit to stand trial!"Is what was said about a woman who was fit enough to point,Shoot,And,Pull a trigger towards the defenseless.Outcries are heard outlining the shooter's dark complextion,But,All I heard eas blood dripping,Drowning out the victim's weeping.Silence grew louder,And,Louder while my tolerance for it shriveled,Seeking for an answer to my question:Why does this ever happen?...Senseless... Continue Reading →
Letting go is the part hardest,For someone who's assimilated into darkness.For someone who can only smile while they can't see anything ,Besides the oil they squeeze out onto parchment.Besides a glass glimmering upon their thousand mile stare,Caused by friends,And,Family they're left departed...With a heart hardened by fear they've been engulfed by,How is letting go ever... Continue Reading →
Lately,All of my poems have been getting shorter.There's just not much to say having the same pot of rice and beans everyday.Feeling my bones tremble a bit longer as I hold the weight of my loneliness on my shoulders.What else is there to mention besides the gargantuan stake piercing through my gut everyday I wake... Continue Reading →
Is it a date?Is it a meeting between two artists trying to paint a new picture around lives in need of more color?Are we just,Using this as a way to kill time,Imagining how it'd be like if we had the company we wish we had in front of us,Over some food while we both feel,Blue?Or,Am... Continue Reading →
Trauma's been a reflex I've been trying to exterminate from memories my muscles gathered involuntarily.Every whiplash,Scar,Tear running down my cheeks so cold making the entirety of my body shiver,Is an experience I will never forget.Murdered in cold blood was my foresight from each tremor in the ground caused by the stomping cries of a child... Continue Reading →
She disappears like dandelions fluttering through bright summer skies.A one-of-a-kind,Sight for sore eyes,I'll never see again as time,Only ticks by faster,The longer I'm alive without any love to chase after...Regardless,I unserstand.Her existence was a lesson for me to learn how to look past,What will eventually die,Rot away,To live a joyous life without depending on anything... Continue Reading →
Watching each window intently is what I do as I sit in my car every night before going back home.Moat are dark,Without mystery besides what I make up inside of my mind.Some are lit by a light left on while not a single body makes itself present for me to see.But,There's always one,Or,Two where someone... Continue Reading →
Alarms sound off from the top of the morning,But,I never hear them.Hours go by while I wrestle with my thoughts,And,Emotions."When is this all going to end?"Why am I still here?"Not a single message to look forward to.Zero voicemails wondering where I've been.Just,A screen as black as the empty,Spacious void in my chest devouring any hint... Continue Reading →
You think you like what you like,Until you witness the kind of love within a family only your body,And,Soul can create with another unlike yourself.It wasn't until I laid eyes on a bond that couldn't be broken,Even if they'd try their hardest,Where my confusion trickled out of my eyes in streams of tears I found... Continue Reading →
Fiddles can be heard in the background the closer I get to what paradise is,For an inner child trying to find what made him smile before my flesh lost its innocence,Voluntarily.As I help him search through everglades fed tears dirtied by my refusal to let go of my past,Part of me can't help,But,To dance to... Continue Reading →
