"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Containing the monster inside of you is a task as difficult as running 100,000 miles through a hailstorm with ice the size of soccer balls falling on top of your head. Shackling down the beasts who has been banging and banging on each wall you've surrounded it with couldn't be more daunting than blaming yourself... Continue Reading →
You said you want me, But, You left me, Inside of an abyss I'm resting in. Flames burning my rotting flesh I've sinned in, Repeatedly, While wetting this... Seed in my mind trying it's best to grow... Grow out of this endless tug of war with demons trying their best to show... But, Nowadays? I... Continue Reading →
I feel depleted. Many reasons why I feel defeated. My minds ridden by my demons. I'm heaving up dangerous amounts of beer for a cheer I couldn't hear in, My head, Even if I'm laughing up a storm of tears while I'm pleading for redemption... Shi-, I'm only human!, Full of light, But, Darkness is... Continue Reading →
As I pray internally, Reciting words refurbishing a soul lacerated by excursions destroying an entire universe, God is there waiting for my palms to open. From a fist formed by my former disdain for atonement. To receive blessings he has continuously shown in, The visions I rid in each cup of alcohol poured with my... Continue Reading →
Hello, Sunshine! So bright while you light up the sky. So high, Yet, Providing me some warmth when I feel like I'm about to cry, For whatever reason... Shining amongst my fluffy cheeks, I make sure to embrace you throughout all seasons. Because, When I lay defeated? You run a muck through any darkness trying... Continue Reading →
Loss, A word I know too much about. I wake up and see the things left as debris around me, Yet I’m blessed, To have much more than many other people around a world cluttered by poverty and continuous war our emotions fuel daily... But, What I’ve lost is much deeper than that. I lost... Continue Reading →
Sounds of heart monitors consume my ear canals as much as God, Whenever It holds me in contempt. You would think God Itself would be more accepting, Rather than taking the role of your deathly Rosarian, Laying it to rest how it really is. But, I guess even "It" has its moments of hopelessness when... Continue Reading →
Generations upon generations have we been poisoning ourselves with the same belief. Same patterns keeping our own people stuck in the weeds, Whether it be marijuana trees, Crack rocks, Ideas as ancient as draconian measures or a sitcom on TV... Riddled by vicious cycles, Maelstroms. Tornadoes. Natural disasters we all create throughout our lives, Internally.... Continue Reading →
I think about a whirlwind of things that make my head spin, But, Your thought brings a stop to the Roaring Storm reigning over my mind... Yes, I believe we all have a preference, But, Still... I prefer to have one who would like to hear the bittersweet message, My heart would love to serenade... Continue Reading →
Seductive like the devil's kiss. The nightmare every man wants to have. Her glare, A ray of bliss... Until her make-up drips, And drips back onto the bathroom sink after each swipe. Scars reveal. Wounds, Bright red, Bleeding out the Ugly she refused to confront and deal... They say Satan has the brightest smile, And... Continue Reading →
