"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Jobs are hard to stay consistent with, at least for me. If there is no purpose my soul can find within any kind of structure of work, then by God will I rebuke it to the hottest flame Hell has to offer. But, as a former top flight security guard in the boogie down, South... Continue Reading →
I miss human connection, How healing it is to hug. How revealing it is to love. How contagious laughter always was, Just... Until life became a pandemic...
Too open. Like each pulsating wound on a body almost stabbed to death by broken promises. Pouring out fresh blood continuously regardless of their dates of print... Too open. Like the void within a mangled souled who's yet to find a family and home. Empty of the kind of love only another can bring... Too... Continue Reading →
I now see what He saw back then. The seesaws that tip side to side for the right balance. Swings of Life changing every way we thought, From the last moment to the next, Only rehashing, A past most of us seek to fix. I'd know coming from a glass house cracked by drinks and... Continue Reading →
Going against the grain, You must purify your mind, To fly like a dove and, Live a better life! But, How? Is what I'm asking. I'm found in another puzzle! What are the chances? Conformity. More like Cons forming weak standards followed by the masses, And, They don't even know it! Never do they notice,... Continue Reading →
Why's it so difficult to just write a happy poem? Not one involving my tears this very moment? Who cares if I'm crying behind a curtain, No matter how much I'm hurting! I just want to soak in. A smile through a line I pray becomes true when I'm done atoning for my misdeeds... Who... Continue Reading →
Sometimes, All you can do is talk into a page. To feel some sort of life surge through your numb chest. Because, Being alone for so long can scar your Mind. Tricking yourself to despise the human touch, For reasons distracting you from every wrong you must confront. Until, You get home after walking off... Continue Reading →
Snow drips from the sky, Tears crystalize... Hurting inside, But, With the mask I rise, The smile I wear to hide, Pain trying to shoot out of my eyes, It's the perfect weather to weather the storm as silent as I could...
Attention? The number one drug of the century. The message? To be the number one gunner putting all who's watching in jeopardy! Seems like everyone has an answer, Don't they? Nowadays, There are more questions supplied for each decision where most choose to role play. Likes? Views? More important than to know ways of solitude,... Continue Reading →
Observant and patient, Yet, Racing against the Master Clock. Tick-tock! It goes, Whether you're the master or not. Yet, Eternal I feel when washing away the sins of a past now floating on the rocks... But, Why do I feel life's at a dead end any time I'm around, Them? They whom spit out flesh!... Continue Reading →
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