"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Train rides back home became difficult for me.Feels like I have no where to go as I enter a room humid even when it isn't stormy.I try to flick away the thought of being lonely,But,I suffocate in it and end up having fits,Asphyxiating over sentences that run on with a hitch,Common within most I spew…... Continue Reading →
Blood streams down the inside of these eyelids,Coated with soiled tissue paper,Ripped clothing and a half chicken rowing down the reddened sea of thought,Picturing every red light down the street bringing these feet to a stop,Reminding me of where I first began at the shore of this garbage-ridden ocean... Red,The color that triggers the bull,The... Continue Reading →
Sunnier days have been looming ahead as I sit down and pour out my anxiety on to a notepad (unfortunately digital as I prefer the real thing, but too lazy I am today). I've been able to smile more regardless of any tumultuous situation. After trying to speed through life in my past days, knowing... Continue Reading →
"You are not a man..." The response my dad gave my Mother when told of my future plans.Never really there,Just,Plotting on making his next buck inside his trusty ole' cab.Driving throughout New York City,Stressed from all his bidding,For a woman who would rather see me dead than existing,He made sure to take a look at... Continue Reading →
Cocaine dreams.138th and cypress Ave.Where I learned my numbers,Colors and alphabets.MS-13s,BloodsCrips,Blues,Red… A bull,I was turned into.By minority tendencies.It's all I saw growing up,Only had I to fend for me…In the streets…Of NYC… Can't be taken out,Deceased,Ceased by the gun,Played by the one,Hollow tip out to pierce an empty soul.How ironic would that be? But,I just... Continue Reading →
End of 2011.Family separated,There was no such thing as being festive,Anymore… Dwelling on a past hard for me to handle,I left grandma's in the city,Feeling kind of sore.New year,Yet,Not a thing seems to have a new car smell while I take course,On a road driving me insane,Without a clue,Till this day… Difference was needed in... Continue Reading →
Writing a freewrite outdoors hasn't been done in such a long time. Years, matter of fact. And, it feels so damn good to be doing so at the moment. A breath of fresh air from all of the same shit I've been having to deal with for far too long. Yet, no matter what complaint... Continue Reading →
Going against the grain, You must purify your mind, To fly like a dove and, Live a better life! But, How? Is what I'm asking. I'm found in another puzzle! What are the chances? Conformity. More like Cons forming weak standards followed by the masses, And, They don't even know it! Never do they notice,... Continue Reading →
Been an angry child for most of my life, I'd have to admit. More often than not, you'd find a frown in possession of my pudgy cheeks and small lips for God knows how long. But, as frustrated as I was, never have I strained my vocal cords as much as they are from using... Continue Reading →
Supercilious side-eyes are given towards my person throughout the city. I do not know why, But I digress... Because, aren't we all bags of flesh carrying scars we decide to show only when someone has a hand inside? Intransigent I become when it feels as if I'm preyed upon by decrepit souls worn out by... Continue Reading →
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