"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
The same, the same, the same, the same, the same! That's just how it's been for the past few weeks and it's driving me insane. I may have reached two months without smoking marijuana, but something is still missing. A part of myself still seems to be AWOL without ever wanting to come back… All... Continue Reading →
Divine interventions illuminated truths I thought would never be.Like,Family broken by vice and dark synergies.Sitting alone in a room knowing I'm hated while sifting through memories,I'm begging to black out… But,It never works.You know…Rolling blunts,Floating up on a cloud!Trying to get away from demons following your path every you go…Just for it to fade!While you... Continue Reading →
The past me is outdated.Stuck having dinners with Mary Jane and His demons while feeling jaded.Jaded by the race against time and how unworthy he has been to ever be embraced,By anyone as His inner child cries for love He yearns to give away… It’s a shame,Really…Because,He’s beyond amazing!Carries many flaws,But,Believe me,He’s begot a state... Continue Reading →
Never sorry about a hiatus from a game I don't really want to play anymore. Lord... What am I even here for?... I'm not like the average individual trying to dress in the same visuals, Mess with the same principles, Like the people they see on TV while they live miserable... Don't even know myself... Continue Reading →
“This is my wonderful son!” No,It’s always been more like,Yea,“That’s” my “son” alright… Not one single ounce of love,Just,A pure disgust for the monster they created… Let’s face it!Human I am not as I trot through land like a nomad looking for a warm place in,Such a cold world that left me shackled in a... Continue Reading →
Writer's Block! Only place I’d ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with a good reason,As God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed... Continue Reading →
Only place I'd ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with good reason,Till God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed I was a... Continue Reading →
I won't lie.I want the money to change me tonight...I won't lie.I want the money to change me tonight...Getting my weight up with pockets I fill up with dimes...I'm trying to get high and never come down while I fly.Country to country with God up above me and scry,For all of my enemies!Both of my... Continue Reading →
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