"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Sometimes,I get so busy trying to find something,That I forget I already found something.A confusion making me sick with beliefs my inner child chooses not to believe.Like,Having no one to hold for the rest of my days,Even if it seemed as such.Until I realized what was in front of me for so long as I... Continue Reading →
You know,I accept it.That I'm not worthy of love from another.I don't even care,I just,Want to play a video game without feeling guilty.Want to take a walk through a garden without past demons trying to fill me with doubt.I just,Want to look into my mirror and be fine with what's there,Entirely.Not just one or two... Continue Reading →
In a state of Saudade,Longing its touch while I'm befogged in Earth's ramada.Faith seems to be lost at times,But,Still I mound each of its problems on my fragile back,Holus-Bolus… No reward expected,From Humans as fragile as I…Un abrazo,Necesito yo.I need to be embraced,Still.I do feel as if I'm loved like any other.But,Staring into my bathroom... Continue Reading →
Criminal to those I hold close. Imprisoned within a stigma I seem unable to outgrow. Only solution I can find is detaching from this glass house, Before my roof caves in and stabs the thickest shard down my throat. Create a world where I can voice my worth through poems engraved in a place inside... Continue Reading →
So blessed to have recognized my weaknesses. All the disdain I've breathed in, Manifested into drinks, Smoke and hazing as I laid defeated in, A state of mind where I criticized others for no good reason, During pivotal moments I should've stared into my mirror, Glaring at my demons... Still, At times, I may feel... Continue Reading →
Knowing you're an outcast for X amount of reasons, At times, You add up every moment you've chosen to lay defeated. Wondering why others cast you out from any chance of love as you empty this, Safe Haven inside of your beating heart, Your demons disguise as a dark abyss when you reach for our... Continue Reading →
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