Jane often disappears after our brief interactions.And,Anytime we do,It always hits the fan while,Blowing up in smoke… What seems like a break from absorbing her hits,Is more like an instance of burning a bridge.The more that I’m given what numbs my soul,The more I’m distant from flames that wither when you,Let go… I see poison... Continue Reading →
The Date’s Still On!
What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything that's been weighing your mind down into the kind of darkness you promise to never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of... Continue Reading →
Smoked, Pt. 1
Smoking weed isn’t as special as others make it seem like. After a while you’ll find yourself asking, “Can’t I be doing something better for myself right now?” Usually where I end up at the end up like this moment finishing my first blunt of the day. Feels like my personal demons manifested in the... Continue Reading →
Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind
Honestly, it’s so hard for me to pinpoint my preferences regarding any kind of material. Because, whether or not I pick up a book to read or a journal to write in, all I really want is to be heard… And, anytime I conjure my happy place when closing my eyes, I immediately... Continue Reading →
Just Looking For A Friend. Not Sex.
As a guy who’s strictly platonic with the women they sympathize with?It’s so insulting being called a simp.You must have my intentions confused if you think I desire sexual relationships!I just,Love conversation and,Think of more than a night of tango when in front of women with,Much more to offer than her naked body… In a... Continue Reading →
Writer’s Block Is Home!
Writer's Block! Only place I’d ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with a good reason,As God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed... Continue Reading →
It Ain’t A Good Mix
You are hot air on a hot day! Not what I need when I'm burning with a passion of having a glass of pop on the rocks, With someone who rocks my world. You and I don't go well together, Nowadays I need another joint to bring into the mix of things that'll measure, Love,... Continue Reading →
A Gift In Disguise
End of 2011.Family separated,There was no such thing as being festive,Anymore… Dwelling on a past hard for me to handle,I left grandma's in the city,Feeling kind of sore.New year,Yet,Not a thing seems to have a new car smell while I take course,On a road driving me insane,Without a clue,Till this day… Difference was needed in... Continue Reading →
Dose Of Reality (Full)
Awake with a dose of sobriety, Who can be higher than me? It's, Inside of my nature! Blowing a cloud next to paper beside of me. Bestowed a talent to rap, Causing a fistful of damage! On a page with a wrist writing over arduous chapters embedded in stone. Those I've written on a bed... Continue Reading →
Mary Jane Doesn’t Love Me
Beating... Beating... Beating... My heart is, With accelerating rhythm. Every morning comes with a bittersweet hint of His iron will bleeding out through His stomach, Growling for another plate of food His mind seems to refuse... Why? Even He has not a single clue. Except! For the one reason He chose to pretend wasn't true.... Continue Reading →