"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →
*Disclaimer* (Poem below disclaimer!) I wanted to share this piece written during one of the worst moments in my life, my break up from the only relationship I've had. Please note that change is possible the second you choose to. I love you world, stay safe ❤ _________________________="" there="" are="" mornings="" where="" wake="" up="" and=""... Continue Reading →
Cocaine dreams.138th and cypress Ave.Where I learned my numbers,Colors and alphabets.MS-13s,BloodsCrips,Blues,Red… A bull,I was turned into.By minority tendencies.It's all I saw growing up,Only had I to fend for me…In the streets…Of NYC… Can't be taken out,Deceased,Ceased by the gun,Played by the one,Hollow tip out to pierce an empty soul.How ironic would that be? But,I just... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining,Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light one.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to surviveWith demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ… But,I let bygones... Continue Reading →
"You are my muse, Yet, Because of you? I have everything to lose, And I feel like I lost it all... Slip, Trip and fall was sequential, As I thought I was sanctified, In your arms forever. Yet, Every hug felt clandestine and tethered to an escape planned underneath my nose... My heroin. Can I... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I look inside of my bathroom mirror,And wonder if I do look like them,The scorn and tyrant,Culprits of my inception… When I gaze upon their actions inside of my mind,I run away and immediately open my eyes… After watching belts and wires being cauterized into my skin continuously,Deprived of a much needed hug and... Continue Reading →
Her absence felt closer to paradise than any promise ever told to a broken heart,For who I once had known,No longer exists...
Whatever you do,Remove yourself from a space shared by stars who saw their light as,Something to lose... Whatever you choose,Make a decision only if your heart is in it,So that you remain true... Because,Never have we known where we'll end up when we die,Since the beginning of a life,God forces us to own up to...... Continue Reading →
You are hot air on a hot day! Not what I need when I'm burning with a passion of having a glass of pop on the rocks, With someone who rocks my world. You and I don't go well together, Nowadays I need another joint to bring into the mix of things that'll measure, Love,... Continue Reading →
Turn the phone off, clean up your space, wear your best smile, t-shirt and disappear! At least, it's what my brain's been telling me to do for the past few days. And, there is not a single reason I can find convincing me otherwise within a heart yearning to deliquesce into an ocean of Love... Continue Reading →
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