"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Biggest mistake you can ever make is keeping yourself shrouded by others who mar your existence with stigmas they internally placed on themselves.And,I’ve kept myself within that circle of misery for too long as a Bronx boy so used to poverty of all kinds.Whether it’s bucket-loads of mental trauma or an stomach empty of golden... Continue Reading →
Crackles are heard before a yawn first thing in the morning.Yet,What’s risen is a grin in place of grimacing in pain.How?Who knowsJust,A bucket load of faith and beliefs in God not a single demon can shake.Because,What else is He to do after His death wish was answered?That death wish placed upon a character He was... Continue Reading →
Writer's Block! Only place I’d ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with a good reason,As God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed... Continue Reading →
Just, trying to be fine with some avocado and toast. A simple dish to start off a morning already rocky for a guy looking for his place in the world. Problem is, has been intruding for way too often, unannounced and forces itself on you. How do you put it to rest and feel the... Continue Reading →
I want to meet a woman with my eyes closed.Witnessing so many eyes twinkle,I've been blinded way too many times,And I?Refuse to be swindled… I want to hear the vibrations of her voice enter my eardrums and see how voluptuous her soul is,And,Enkindle her curiosity enough to yearn for,A kiss blown with,The only kind of... Continue Reading →
“Old dogs can’t learn new tricks!” Is how the saying goes. But, problem with applying this to another Human is just that. They’re Human, not a canine probably dreaming about sniffing another dog’s butt while chasing a ball thrown into their favorite puddles of mud. Let’s say if it were true, though. Would you, the... Continue Reading →
I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →
*Disclaimer* (Poem below disclaimer!) I wanted to share this piece written during one of the worst moments in my life, my break up from the only relationship I've had. Please note that change is possible the second you choose to. I love you world, stay safe ❤ _________________________="" there="" are="" mornings="" where="" wake="" up="" and=""... Continue Reading →
Cocaine dreams.138th and cypress Ave.Where I learned my numbers,Colors and alphabets.MS-13s,BloodsCrips,Blues,Red… A bull,I was turned into.By minority tendencies.It's all I saw growing up,Only had I to fend for me…In the streets…Of NYC… Can't be taken out,Deceased,Ceased by the gun,Played by the one,Hollow tip out to pierce an empty soul.How ironic would that be? But,I just... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining,Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light one.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to surviveWith demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ… But,I let bygones... Continue Reading →
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