"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
In a state of Saudade,Longing its touch while I'm befogged in Earth's ramada.Faith seems to be lost at times,But,Still I mound each of its problems on my fragile back,Holus-Bolus… No reward expected,From Humans as fragile as I…Un abrazo,Necesito yo.I need to be embraced,Still.I do feel as if I'm loved like any other.But,Staring into my bathroom... Continue Reading →
Tough pill to swallow when realizing she was never The One. But, how do you ever know? How can you ever tell when The One who occupies your heart and mind most is whom God wants you to run away from with your shoes tied as tightly as possible? Belief. Does she believe in you?... Continue Reading →
Hard to think about what’s pure,Because,I will never be.Although I plan to reach for the skies,My lord,I don’t know if I’ll ever pass that brink,Even if God shows me that I will… Will I ever think of a better way?Yes!But,I do wonder if I’ll make it through a night without feeling any pain.So grueling it... Continue Reading →
Isn’t it scary?How other’s label one’s search for love as,A victim’s mentality?What if,I just needed a hug no matter how glad I am to be,Me?What if,I just needed the company of a friend,Instead of,The company of my demons?... Nonetheless,I move on.With the power of God.Because,Each and every time I cry,God never fails to give me... Continue Reading →
Cherished.Loved.Understood.And,A hug.I think,Is what we’d all like to feel when it rains.An umbrella for our tears leaving our hearts puddled in pain…
Hard to be impressed when you're elevated past the present plane.I'm more so pressed by the nerve of anyone trying to stunt my future growth for their own hit of fame.See,I don't care about anything,Nor,Anybody politicking over politicians when it's our heart that's missing.I only care about the rhythm I am instilling while ascending past... Continue Reading →
I became an Ex when she put us to a close,After being cornered by the wrongs I would right,Eventually…But,I see that I was meant to be alone,I was born without holding on to anybody's hand accordingly,So,What do I care?All the pain I had to bear as a naked soul revealed to me the closed-minded folk,Luring... Continue Reading →
Honestly, it’s so hard for me to pinpoint my preferences regarding any kind of material. Because, whether or not I pick up a book to read or a journal to write in, all I really want is to be heard… And, anytime I conjure my happy place when closing my eyes, I immediately... Continue Reading →
Gratitude,For this second chance in life God allowed me to receive,Even if my wounds are still bleeding,Profusely.Why?Because,It is all in our minds,The Pain we cry!Over…I just couldn’t see that truth till I began to move forward,And,Love myself enough to,Get sober… Thank you,God!
My sensors tripped,As I let her dip,Into thoughts I was too scared to think while I made sure to censor certain bits,But… Truthfully?I was kind of feeling the exact same way.Never really had it easy letting go of anyone who once caused me a lot of pain… Why?Who knows.I would be the wrong to ask!Since... Continue Reading →
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