"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
What am I doing? Is the question that I keep moving through a mind I can only sooth with a drink on most nights. But... Before I'm too far gone, I March on, With this talent I was given at Birth. A Death I was blessed to go through so that I can surf, On... Continue Reading →
How is it possible to react with Love, Since I've known Anger for much longer? An emotion esurient in nature, Coercing my mind to wear it like a badge of honor. And, In blunt fashion, Persuading my hands to cap off my night with Marijuana smoke and offer, My Demons, A hit or two, As... Continue Reading →
Shy, Reserved and quiet I was as a curious kid growing past all Pain The South Bronx had to offer. Observing a family rife with internal turmoil from the get go. Yet, No matter how many fists were thrown, No matter how many times Grandma had called police during our lovely, 'Heartwarming' reunions every Sunday... Continue Reading →
I feel like, The day others would care to see if I'm doing fine, Is when I die. "I know he's in heaven watching us from the sky..." "He's with God now, Rather than suffering in a world where he mostly cried in..." I can only imagine the narrative. "Why couldn't he reach out for... Continue Reading →
Sweating so much on the regular, Against my will. But, I'm betting on myself to make it through, With a thrill. I'm heading so far in this Universe, Forget the Hills. It's not a problem. For me to climb them. I'm a just a star, In this climate. So hot, While the gunshots stay vibrant.... Continue Reading →
I'm flying through the sky and I will not land any time soon.I'm sorry for the crude views.But,I'm on mission to eat every rapper that I come across claiming bars you,Dance to in the club while you bag a boo.Staying ghost,That way no one can see through me.Solid,Liquidating every asset I am blessed with, Choosing,God... Continue Reading →
Imagine looking out for your 10 year old nephew. Virtually all his life. Knowing his smile makes you happy, Still told you can't see him again... Said I wasn't a parent and unable to know what that love feels like... Never knew how to handle such pain, So, My only solution was taking my own... Continue Reading →
Everyday I was faded by blunt smoke. High in the sky where the clouds cloak, All murderous thoughts from head to toe, While light shined bright in plain sight, But still alone I was, In a spot where light had last shone... Now I'm spotlighted. Spotlighted while my mind's in crisis. Indecisive, About whether I... Continue Reading →
Love. Often think about if love in this day and age is dead. Dead in a family-like sense. Like, Do we just love ourselves, or are we just afraid of loving each other during times so divided? Maybe, it's an unlikely fusion of both... Of course, we must love ourselves no matter what crisis may... Continue Reading →
I won't lie.I want the money to change me tonight...I won't lie.I want the money to change me tonight...Getting my weight up with pockets I fill up with dimes...I'm trying to get high and never come down while I fly.Country to country with God up above me and scry,For all of my enemies!Both of my... Continue Reading →
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