"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Family wouldn't make it a point to remind you how no one cares for your existence.Family would never cross lines you've set in sand to thwart off all kinds of maliciousness.Family would sooth your battle scars after every hit and miss,Regardless if you're wrong or right in whatever position you're in.So…Where was mine as my... Continue Reading →
You can't imagine all the pain that I bear.While everybody thinks I'm an animal feeding off of despair,All I am is just a man grown sick and tired of looking for apologies others wouldn't care to give.So,I've isolated.Stayed away what would not embrace me while aggravated,By a dysfunctional family,Demons who rather bestow insanity upon me!... Continue Reading →
"You are not a man..." The response my dad gave my Mother when told of my future plans.Never really there,Just,Plotting on making his next buck inside his trusty ole' cab.Driving throughout New York City,Stressed from all his bidding,For a woman who would rather see me dead than existing,He made sure to take a look at... Continue Reading →
Deceivers. Bullies. How to deal with them? Well, there simply is no such thing as "dealing" with anything that doesn't exist... I mean, are you going to willingly waste each precious second ticking faster by the sound of your complaints about a circumstance you wish to escape? Yea, so frustrating it is to sit and... Continue Reading →
Throat stings, Limbs too strained, Head constantly rings./ Still I sing, Ball up my fists and swing, At anybody hardheaded enough to box me in a ring!/ You can go ahead and try to knock out a king. We just get up, Compose ourselves and think!/ Of another way to stop a War leaving most... Continue Reading →
Don't know who to trust . Am I blindsided and confused because of a past I've been reviewing too much? Or, Just now noticing what kind of reality I've been living in? Seeing double when passing by the corner of this haunted house. Where illusions are dealt through a cost, As you pay the price... Continue Reading →
Echoes of Silence vibrate peace all throughout my ailing body. A body deteriorating the more I break apart buds that haven't been so friendly, And, Neither are they sorry. Not a single apology! For leaving me clouded at the end of my days. Buds too busy ignoring every word that I say... But, I've just,... Continue Reading →
Are we really alone?Is it only us?To whom do I owe,This life I must escape?A life of pain,A life of hate,A life rife with fake surroundings...Yet,All I'm curious for?Is,What's on the other side of that door?Those,Pearly Gates spoken of so much during one's momentary passing.A death,More like a transition into a realm profusely luminous,Whether Dark... Continue Reading →
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