"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Letting go is the part hardest,For someone who's assimilated into darkness.For someone who can only smile while they can't see anything ,Besides the oil they squeeze out onto parchment.Besides a glass glimmering upon their thousand mile stare,Caused by friends,And,Family they're left departed...With a heart hardened by fear they've been engulfed by,How is letting go ever... Continue Reading →
Lately,All of my poems have been getting shorter.There's just not much to say having the same pot of rice and beans everyday.Feeling my bones tremble a bit longer as I hold the weight of my loneliness on my shoulders.What else is there to mention besides the gargantuan stake piercing through my gut everyday I wake... Continue Reading →
Is it a date?Is it a meeting between two artists trying to paint a new picture around lives in need of more color?Are we just,Using this as a way to kill time,Imagining how it'd be like if we had the company we wish we had in front of us,Over some food while we both feel,Blue?Or,Am... Continue Reading →
Trauma's been a reflex I've been trying to exterminate from memories my muscles gathered involuntarily.Every whiplash,Scar,Tear running down my cheeks so cold making the entirety of my body shiver,Is an experience I will never forget.Murdered in cold blood was my foresight from each tremor in the ground caused by the stomping cries of a child... Continue Reading →
She disappears like dandelions fluttering through bright summer skies.A one-of-a-kind,Sight for sore eyes,I'll never see again as time,Only ticks by faster,The longer I'm alive without any love to chase after...Regardless,I unserstand.Her existence was a lesson for me to learn how to look past,What will eventually die,Rot away,To live a joyous life without depending on anything... Continue Reading →
Watching each window intently is what I do as I sit in my car every night before going back home.Moat are dark,Without mystery besides what I make up inside of my mind.Some are lit by a light left on while not a single body makes itself present for me to see.But,There's always one,Or,Two where someone... Continue Reading →
Alarms sound off from the top of the morning,But,I never hear them.Hours go by while I wrestle with my thoughts,And,Emotions."When is this all going to end?"Why am I still here?"Not a single message to look forward to.Zero voicemails wondering where I've been.Just,A screen as black as the empty,Spacious void in my chest devouring any hint... Continue Reading →
You think you like what you like,Until you witness the kind of love within a family only your body,And,Soul can create with another unlike yourself.It wasn't until I laid eyes on a bond that couldn't be broken,Even if they'd try their hardest,Where my confusion trickled out of my eyes in streams of tears I found... Continue Reading →
Fiddles can be heard in the background the closer I get to what paradise is,For an inner child trying to find what made him smile before my flesh lost its innocence,Voluntarily.As I help him search through everglades fed tears dirtied by my refusal to let go of my past,Part of me can't help,But,To dance to... Continue Reading →
Regrets...What's the point of regretting what had to happen for you to learn your lesson?Would you be where you are now if it wasn't for each mistake set in place,By the inner child in your chest,Urging you to exit,The path you were destined to die in?I don't think so...The wind blows,Where you run towards.Trees are... Continue Reading →
