"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Beef patties in a microwave for under a minute,What happens?Kind of what you're abandonment did to me.Left me in a searing rage,With a heart colder than Winter's Sea.But,Shame on my lack of vision in all honesty.Because,You've never really smiled when looking my way.You just,Looked down on me,Somberly… Yet,I understand,Dad.Because I've disappointed myself by leaving my... Continue Reading →
Nobody loves me,But,I'm okay with knowing that.Because,God seems present in my life while gifting me a pen and pad.A pen and pad I could talk to any time I feel sad.A place where I could be honest.A place where I can admit how I want to die and get off this,Earth that doesn't feel like... Continue Reading →
Sepulchered within a heart of stone I am.All I'd wish for in the past?Is my memory to be revived inside the mind of a woman who passed me over to the woes of abandonment.Why?So that I can ask her this… "Why'd you leave me without a hand to hold on to?You knew the circumstance I... Continue Reading →
"Numbskull" is the result of a fool way too attentive to those who despise their existence and,I find myself dealing with such circumstance.More often than not,My skull feels numb all throughout its left side and,Makes me wonder why I even hurt myself by chasing those who let me slip from the edge while watching me... Continue Reading →
So weird,Writing this piece during my recovery.Because,I've lived a life rife with mistakes I'm trying to right before I'm dead,In a grave,With no chance to rebuttal each critic of my existence.And,I can't use a voice I've seemed to have burned out by belching complaint after complaint from the top of my lungs.All over anger and... Continue Reading →
Numb,Out of touch with my inner self…Crushed,Over love lost in my wishing well… Well,I wish I was above waters,'Cause I'm drowning in my tears,Alone,While I fear,That I'll relapse and lower gears,On a road that took so long to get to… I'm here,Slashed in this battle verse words.Penned to rise from the curb.But,I'm trapped underneath doubt.What... Continue Reading →
Tough pill to swallow when realizing she was never The One. But, how do you ever know? How can you ever tell when The One who occupies your heart and mind most is whom God wants you to run away from with your shoes tied as tightly as possible? Belief. Does she believe in you?... Continue Reading →
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