"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Writer's Block! Only place I’d ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with a good reason,As God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed... Continue Reading →
Just, trying to be fine with some avocado and toast. A simple dish to start off a morning already rocky for a guy looking for his place in the world. Problem is, has been intruding for way too often, unannounced and forces itself on you. How do you put it to rest and feel the... Continue Reading →
I want to meet a woman with my eyes closed.Witnessing so many eyes twinkle,I've been blinded way too many times,And I?Refuse to be swindled… I want to hear the vibrations of her voice enter my eardrums and see how voluptuous her soul is,And,Enkindle her curiosity enough to yearn for,A kiss blown with,The only kind of... Continue Reading →
“Old dogs can’t learn new tricks!” Is how the saying goes. But, problem with applying this to another Human is just that. They’re Human, not a canine probably dreaming about sniffing another dog’s butt while chasing a ball thrown into their favorite puddles of mud. Let’s say if it were true, though. Would you, the... Continue Reading →
I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →
Lost in the confines of confusion.Only question I can think of,Am I human?Remote,Yet,Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.And,All it did was grow.Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,Enough for me to pop and set free an influx... Continue Reading →
Maybe it's just, a moment of confusion. Maybe, this is a nightmare and it's quite lucid. With how intrusive such darkness has become, I often ponder what my absence would've been like since the moment my life had begun. Many more smiles. So many get-togethers worthwhile. Freedom from yearning my death as I begin a... Continue Reading →
"You are not a man..." The response my dad gave my Mother when told of my future plans.Never really there,Just,Plotting on making his next buck inside his trusty ole' cab.Driving throughout New York City,Stressed from all his bidding,For a woman who would rather see me dead than existing,He made sure to take a look at... Continue Reading →
If you're reading this, for real, thank you. I apologize for not posting more frequently, as I've been going through the hardest transition in my life including illnesses I don't speak of. As a loner with no family nor friends, it gets difficult just to wake up and want to be active. Find meaning in... Continue Reading →
Deceivers. Bullies. How to deal with them? Well, there simply is no such thing as "dealing" with anything that doesn't exist... I mean, are you going to willingly waste each precious second ticking faster by the sound of your complaints about a circumstance you wish to escape? Yea, so frustrating it is to sit and... Continue Reading →
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