"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Depression is,Waking up at 5 in the morning while staring at your cell phone screen just.Confused.Depression is,Having a moment of laughter,Immediately stopping after taking notice because you feel like you,Don't deserve it.Depression is,Feeling like you're drowning above sea level while inhaling your breath deeper than the love you have for your current self.Depression is just,Virtually... Continue Reading →
Jane often disappears after our brief interactions.And,Anytime we do,It always hits the fan while,Blowing up in smoke… What seems like a break from absorbing her hits,Is more like an instance of burning a bridge.The more that I’m given what numbs my soul,The more I’m distant from flames that wither when you,Let go… I see poison... Continue Reading →
Pondering one question,And,One question only.Is it a prerequisite to laboriously act as a rebel without a cause for another’s attention?I only ask because,Most seem to alleviate their feelings of neglect with,A jab across the chin of who they wish were part of their lives to begin with…And,My chin can’t quite take it anymore.Yet,Not for the... Continue Reading →
"An ascension is what we all search for.An excursion as common as the birth of life.Coming out as one with a choice to decide.Between a divide,Or,The chance to unite with what you've been connected to,Even if severance is inevitable…"
When your legs fall asleep without ever knowing when they’ll wake up?An odd feeling I choose over anger and frustration.At least,I can deal with numbness and be functional.Can’t smile,But,I wish you the best while I keep my distance.My hands gently flow across a page no matter how much they fidget.Because,By the end of it all?I... Continue Reading →
Fear.A feeling most abhor for as long as they live,Yet,Success is never gained without it.But,What I am afraid of,Is not a man nor women who has made up,A character,More like the pariah we avoid to save the,Bits and pieces left of our sanity!With God’s wrath looming over our sins,I’m scared of what will be taken... Continue Reading →
What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything that's been weighing your mind down into the kind of darkness you promise to never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of... Continue Reading →
It's just me. This stage. Not a single mic stand. A loud voice widening your ears for a minute, Or every second left one might have. Only 24 hours in a day, You and I don't have that many! But, With all that's in my mind? Man, I imagine I'd need more to be wise... Continue Reading →
Never really knew a love as sweet as hers,But,After many years of being bitter,I got my sweet tooth back,And,I rather her,Be gone from my mind for as long as I can ever remember! So much better out there,Now that I'm about tearing up a page instead of crying over nightmares,Of an ex who put a... Continue Reading →
Silence really is the only "end all, Cure all" solution to the war of words between yourself and your personal demons. No other solution makes sense for a battle only your regrets can win, Finding yourself asking afterwards, "Just,What if I did this or made that happened?" A conundrum that has and never will be... Continue Reading →
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