Numb, Numb And Numb

Trapped,
Trapped,
And,
Trapped.
Within a bubble of loneliness only forgetfulness can pop.
I just want to be grandfathered in a state of bliss from Day to Night,
Without thinking of drinking a shot.
Even if I still stay sober,
I’m over the Drama.
I’m,
Still soaking in blood from the Karma I suffered!
I,
Just want a break from it all and be smothered in,
Someone’s arms…

Just,
Can’t remember the last time someone hugged me,
Without it feeling like a farce…
But,
As much as I want one,
Keeping it in my mind will never get me far,
In a life marred by,
The numbness in my soul…