"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Desiring to change your environment simply means,You understand how it has no affect on you.It means that you care about yourself enough to be where ever there lies,Truth… Sleeping in a bed of lies is like,Being stuck inside of a web of nightmares you'll wrestle with for an eternity.Just,Another silky string buckling you down within... Continue Reading →
Certain things are true, certain things are not. For instance, when we were all told during elementary school that anything less than 8 hours of sleep is criminal, not a single teacher was lying about anything of that. Simply, a lesson learned after you finally decide to take off a pair of shoes an adolescent... Continue Reading →
Haven't been good in what feels like,An aeon my inner child became too tired to keep on counting.Sick of waking up first thing in the morning doubting what I,Haven't yet attempted.Putting my phone aside to meditate after much needed bed rest.Breathing when I'm feeling anxious about when I need to do the next best thing,And... Continue Reading →
At long last…I went back home!Sooner than I thought,And,I'm already aching to go back before I lose control… Of a mind tied in a slipknot.Of a vision fighting against wind blowing debris within it,As I try to pick my eyes every few seconds even if they crust over with rocky memories flashing by… Whether it... Continue Reading →
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
Clouded.By fear of being myself amongst demons walking in the flesh.Surrounded,By vessels emptied of their heart and soul,As I watch those akin to my blood become just like them… Would call them family,But,That would require loyalty and change at a price only God can set.Being pennywise,I only have enough for myself as man pressured by... Continue Reading →
Only place I'd ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with good reason,Till God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed I was a... Continue Reading →
Taking a break can either be a hard lesson learned or a moment of relief you use to clear your mind after being rattled by life itself. But, regardless of your stance is on rest every single vessel on earth needs, our bodies will let us know when it's time to hang up your pride.... Continue Reading →
Earth is as blue as you choose it to be.If perception is everything,So is the picture you see.Internally.When we wake,Our eye opens before each eyelid does,Purposefully.And,From that point on?It's up to you to choose the image you will see for the rest of a life we're forced to live,No matter what hurts us deep inside... Continue Reading →
Lights dwindle as the Shadow enters my room while getting ready for bed, Quietly, Stoic in manner. Alerting me of Its arrival by darkening my atmosphere with all kinds of nightmares... "What does It want this time?" I ask myself... My recent success and riches? My iron will for Commitment? My eternal ambition to remain... Continue Reading →
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