"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Its funny how the world makes you say peace,Dueces!While Jesus brings his hands together for whomever feels,Depressed and useless.At the end of it all,Why should I believe what anyone else has to say,When His word has been the truest?Others just push me away while,He listens well enough to tell me what the truth is!As it... Continue Reading →
Mornings like these I can't seem to rhyme any word together without being disgusted.All I can do is spew out sentences that will get me no where while I,Cry.Because,That's all I've been doing lately.Nothing but a tsunami of tears trying to drown away every thought of suicide,Knowing I'm a world laughing in my face the... Continue Reading →
Been reflecting lately more than I probably should.But!How else do you fight back against the opponent we stand in front of when looking into the mirror?I'd like to think that I don't have a clue,Yet,I do.It's just,Harder to admit than you'd imagine.Because,Am I even worthy of His presence while I keep falling for the,'Madness?'No…A tainted... Continue Reading →
Health is an oddity in my lonely life.Although I wake with energy surging through my finger tips,My legs are too fatigued to walk toward boxes of journals full of what could be the difference,In a life I don't feel is worth living anymore… Rather,What's left of me should be given to a soul who needs... Continue Reading →
What got me through a day of work?The possibility of killing myself after clocking out.Honestly,My only source of motivation as I'm nodding out every few seconds since it's taking everything I got in me!To…End the night,Without blood splatter in sight,Regardless of how desperate I am to,Die… What?Would you rather read the words of a liar... Continue Reading →
Ever thought about that voice in your mind, Yapping all day. Knowing everything you will do in your life, Without allowing you to have a say, In the matter... It shatters your spirit, If you let it. It gathers your vision, Clearly, If you've meant it. It lathers your tears into blessings, If you've met... Continue Reading →
Spilling out all of my truths, Filling me proudly with who, Resided inside of my Heart, My Soul, My Roots. Is a habit you have to adopt in a world, Where the Serpent looms... Quietly. Yet, Violently snaps while it slithers around for food. Preferably you, While walking through your path to, Wherever you envision... Continue Reading →
War is common like the clouds in the sky. White like the walls I write inside of, Until they darken and block the Sunshine. Pouring down on us when it rains from the sky. Similar to every tear falling from our eyes. As we cry. Whine until the glass is full with more wine. Shooting... Continue Reading →
Christ rejuvenates my soul when I'm drowning. Even when I'm found dead inside of the arms of Satan himself, After all the trouble I've started... Christ even loves those dearly departed. Locked in a chamber of horrid thoughts he, Cleanses, As we're reborn through his divine presence...
What do I need? I think about that often. Versus what I want in, This fragile life of mine... But I, Digress from such thought over my bathroom faucet. Where the need for God washes, Away, Every spec of dirt daring to paint me as flawless... Impefections, The perfections we were blessed with! Just how... Continue Reading →
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