"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
What do you do, When all up want to do is cry. Cry your eyes out, In a world where Emotions are defined as weak?... When all you want to do is smile for the entire week, But, Have no other choice other than, To frown, Since it's all you've known... And all my beloved... Continue Reading →
"Come on baby, Let me in!" "Come on baby, Let me in!..." Is all she says to me while I'm shouting, "Let me live!" "Let me live!" So exhausted! From repeating myself... Yet, She still gets the invite into a Hell, We manifest together when we burn... Wrapped up together. What else do I need... Continue Reading →
Containing the monster inside of you is a task as difficult as running 100,000 miles through a hailstorm with ice the size of soccer balls falling on top of your head. Shackling down the beasts who has been banging and banging on each wall you've surrounded it with couldn't be more daunting than blaming yourself... Continue Reading →
You said you want me, But, You left me, Inside of an abyss I'm resting in. Flames burning my rotting flesh I've sinned in, Repeatedly, While wetting this... Seed in my mind trying it's best to grow... Grow out of this endless tug of war with demons trying their best to show... But, Nowadays? I... Continue Reading →
I feel depleted. Many reasons why I feel defeated. My minds ridden by my demons. I'm heaving up dangerous amounts of beer for a cheer I couldn't hear in, My head, Even if I'm laughing up a storm of tears while I'm pleading for redemption... Shi-, I'm only human!, Full of light, But, Darkness is... Continue Reading →
As I pray internally, Reciting words refurbishing a soul lacerated by excursions destroying an entire universe, God is there waiting for my palms to open. From a fist formed by my former disdain for atonement. To receive blessings he has continuously shown in, The visions I rid in each cup of alcohol poured with my... Continue Reading →
Hello, Sunshine! So bright while you light up the sky. So high, Yet, Providing me some warmth when I feel like I'm about to cry, For whatever reason... Shining amongst my fluffy cheeks, I make sure to embrace you throughout all seasons. Because, When I lay defeated? You run a muck through any darkness trying... Continue Reading →
Loss, A word I know too much about. I wake up and see the things left as debris around me, Yet I’m blessed, To have much more than many other people around a world cluttered by poverty and continuous war our emotions fuel daily... But, What I’ve lost is much deeper than that. I lost... Continue Reading →
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