"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
What I express so often,Would wake you up from mourning your dreams,Coughing up doubt while clearing a mind from a nightmare you've seen,Too many times when closing your eyes to the screech,Of a lie you've grown accustomed to… Of how you're not good enough.Of how you're not destined to fly over incoming gifts you were... Continue Reading →
Desiring to change your environment simply means,You understand how it has no affect on you.It means that you care about yourself enough to be where ever there lies,Truth… Sleeping in a bed of lies is like,Being stuck inside of a web of nightmares you'll wrestle with for an eternity.Just,Another silky string buckling you down within... Continue Reading →
Paranoia isn't a symptom for me,But,An enemy lurking within shadows I conjure on concrete shattered by,Their darkness.Farfetched it is not when I stomp as I walk without rhyme or reason.After all,I'm marked as a menace in plots set as my prompt for my loss of life to rise like a soaring Phoenix… Perseverance.A charm despised... Continue Reading →
An abundance of power found in my departure from a home I was never part of.Apart from having no one by my side,I've never really been alone the more I looked up as a means of catharsis.Been down for quite a while now,Bar none,But,I rose from the inner depths of a Hell only mutilated souls... Continue Reading →
She speaks in Poetry,Coercing me to smile often…A grin I've left in a coffin,While I rest,Every night,Hoping God would defrost this…Ice block he placed exactly where my heart is… Numb to Emotion,I've been,As I lie in another's deceit.But,She makes me feel again,When she recommends,My hands to wrap around her waist and release,All the tension that's... Continue Reading →
Rest.It slips away from your mind when you're addicted while lonely and stressed.No longer is it in your grasp until you let go of what burns in your soul to no end.Crisped insidiously by a joint lit by the pain in my chest!But,It's time for a new story to be authored while repenting for each... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I look inside of my bathroom mirror,And wonder if I do look like them,The scorn and tyrant,Culprits of my inception… When I gaze upon their actions inside of my mind,I run away and immediately open my eyes… After watching belts and wires being cauterized into my skin continuously,Deprived of a much needed hug and... Continue Reading →
“Oh man,There goes another one of those!” I muttered to myself,Unphased by the outrageous tomfoolery my mental demons love stabbing my brain with.Yawning at the sound of their malicious outcry for my self-destruction,No other choice do I have,But,To continue with my daily routine.A prayer before I dare brush my teeth.A stretch for each limb clanked... Continue Reading →
Moonshine saturates the middle of a canvas floating in a mind suffering a blackout.A limbo full of questions trapped inside thought bubbles slightly pierced through.Air flows out into an atmosphere tainted by a shade of blue revealing the shadows of our misdeeds... Why?Why did I do that in the first place?Why can't it all just... Continue Reading →
Nothing much to say.Patient,Regardless of Delay.Face laced with a grin,Just how I planned it for the day.Broadway.The street I stand on as I attempt to fake it till I make it!Stage lights...Where my dreams placed me underneath as I atone for my mistakes,And a rage I,Failed to let go.Until breathing became fatal for a dying... Continue Reading →
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