"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Tend to overthink.Float off the deep end once in a while.But,I like to think that we do not get to see the bottom of the ocean in our flesh,Unless,We drown.Resuscitated by the simplicities of life... Because,Escapism isn't a choice you can make,If you yearn for victor.Pays to be unctuous when facing trials and tribulations.And,If a... Continue Reading →
Life for us was, Shambolic. Full of hysteria more than love on most occasions. Felt like I had eaten more insults during dinner-time more than food. But, Maybe, Those were the fruits of life I've needed... Because, No longer is my heart at the mercy of her manipulation. Freed from the grips of a woman,... Continue Reading →
Same dimes, Same wraps, But, A lot of things have changed while I keep my rhymes in tact. A syntax unmatched. Always lived by the Boom-Bap. I'll die for these rude raps. Anything is possible when I move back, And fourth. With a pen, And course, Through this page so that I can cruise past,... Continue Reading →
Imagine looking out for your 10 year old nephew. Virtually all his life. Knowing his smile makes you happy, Still told you can't see him again... Said I wasn't a parent and unable to know what that love feels like... Never knew how to handle such pain, So, My only solution was taking my own... Continue Reading →
Hot flashes consume my entire being, Once the last drop of Budweiser, 40oz, Flies down to my lower bowels. Yet, Another blunt is rolled. Lit by thoughts of freedom from this Jail Cell I housed myself in... Although nauseated. The thought of Earth and how luscious its Roses are have confiscated, That fear of Pain... Continue Reading →
Life begins, Then, It ends. For better or for worse no matter what you represent. Either sprite bottles full of medicine, Blunts and other sedatives, Or, All the conscious messages, You're spreading in a world divided... At least in mine. Bliss, I used to find. In, All of my well-suited ties. Until I found myself... Continue Reading →
Everyday I was faded by blunt smoke. High in the sky where the clouds cloak, All murderous thoughts from head to toe, While light shined bright in plain sight, But still alone I was, In a spot where light had last shone... Now I'm spotlighted. Spotlighted while my mind's in crisis. Indecisive, About whether I... Continue Reading →
Mind at a ramble, When I scramble every thought of you. Why is it that I battle with my inner child, Anytime I think of losing you... It's true. I'm in love like never before. And, I'll do whatever takes to protect what God meshed in the spirit of loyalty. Understanding. Communication... Problem is, Knives... Continue Reading →
Cocaine dreams. 138th and cypress ave. Where I learned my numbers, Colors and alphabets. MS-13s, Bloods Crips, Blues, Red... A bull, I was turned into. By minority tendencies. It's all I saw growing up, Only had I to fend for me... In the streets... Of NYC... Can't be taken out, Deceased, Ceased by the gun,... Continue Reading →
The Dean of this class full of monsters I'm schooling, When I'm loading up a big Winchester I'm shooting, Up to a sky, So illusive when you're trapped in the bottom of a Croc pool... This... Life of mine, Where I drown inside, Of my own tears... Is so clear, When I show mere glimpses,... Continue Reading →
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