If someone once close to you finds not an ounce of worth in your existence,Please.See that their absence is worth it all.To live,Smile and,|Chuckle.At what serves your heart more,By,Walking away from what doesn't want you...
They’re Not Worth It
Study Time
Haven’t studied for a single exam.Even if I probably should,Life keeps testing me and,I rather pass those obstacles first.An A sounds great!But,I rather work on waking up without a death wish,While I pounce through the day with a smile on my face…Because,I am all I have.Not a single phone call from a friend within the... Continue Reading →
Brief Intermissions
This very moment,I prefer to die. And,I don’t know why. Just,So much Anger overflowing the bottle I’ve kept shut inside I,Can’t seem to notice the brighter side.So,I smoke.Until the smoke becomes a canvas I can paint my dreams on.Even if it all disappears,Eventually.Inevitably… *Side Note* Hopefully everyone reading this right now is feeling good, doing... Continue Reading →
Abandoned Skeletonz
Numb,Out of touch with my inner self…Crushed,Over love lost in my wishing well… Well,I wish I was above waters,'Cause I'm drowning in my tears,Alone,While I fear,That I'll relapse and lower gears,On a road that took so long to get to… I'm here,Slashed in this battle verse words.Penned to rise from the curb.But,I'm trapped underneath doubt.What... Continue Reading →
Jane Isn’t So Special After All
Jane often disappears after our brief interactions.And,Anytime we do,It always hits the fan while,Blowing up in smoke… What seems like a break from absorbing her hits,Is more like an instance of burning a bridge.The more that I’m given what numbs my soul,The more I’m distant from flames that wither when you,Let go… I see poison... Continue Reading →
Fear Of Heightz
Fear.A feeling most abhor for as long as they live,Yet,Success is never gained without it.But,What I am afraid of,Is not a man nor women who has made up,A character,More like the pariah we avoid to save the,Bits and pieces left of our sanity!With God’s wrath looming over our sins,I’m scared of what will be taken... Continue Reading →
The Date’s Still On!
What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything that's been weighing your mind down into the kind of darkness you promise to never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of... Continue Reading →
Just Him?
It's just me. This stage. Not a single mic stand. A loud voice widening your ears for a minute, Or every second left one might have. Only 24 hours in a day, You and I don't have that many! But, With all that's in my mind? Man, I imagine I'd need more to be wise... Continue Reading →
End All, Cure All
Silence really is the only "end all, Cure all" solution to the war of words between yourself and your personal demons. No other solution makes sense for a battle only your regrets can win, Finding yourself asking afterwards, "Just,What if I did this or made that happened?" A conundrum that has and never will be... Continue Reading →
Hiatus
Never sorry about a hiatus from a game I don't really want to play anymore. Lord... What am I even here for?... I'm not like the average individual trying to dress in the same visuals, Mess with the same principles, Like the people they see on TV while they live miserable... Don't even know myself... Continue Reading →
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