"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Don’t know what to say,Think,Nor feel.Yet,Anger likes to rise up my spine and escape my mouth in sentences meant to detain another’s sanity.So often stuck in a cell,I can’t help but feel trapped in such hysterical realities.Lap topped with so many sticky notes reminding me of travesties,Like my demons monitoring my vanity,Through my fear of... Continue Reading →
Just,Imagine.Waking up,Without a fuss,And a family waiting to love you.With a simple kiss,Alleviating this,Pain that I feel!Whenever loneliness becomes heavy enough to crush you… A dream I’d like to have,Replacing nightmares where I stand,Engulfed in flames…A monster like myself only cries butane,Ignited by its fiery nature,As both of my pupils wearily observe the combustion of... Continue Reading →
Why do I feel the need to be angry? Maybe, Because I've been tricked to believe I'm exiled from experiencing the human touch by so, So many faces I'm disgusted to see whenever I close my eyes. So used to chasing tears instead of joyful moments when it all goes, Dark, After being told a... Continue Reading →
Cheering myself up is a habit I haven’t practiced until now.Just,Sitting down,Taking in the deepest breath and being obsessed with what truly makes me happy.Whether it’s poetry begging to be spewed out from the inner depths of my gleaming soul,Or,Watching Dragon Ball Z even if I am “adult-years old”,Guilt seemed to have always shoot up... Continue Reading →
Moments like these,It's cool to isolate.Disappear when no one really likes you anyway.Rather observe the world for what it is,While reconnecting with,Your true self.That version of your character kept in a flaming gaol of hell,Where your worst memories burn away every smile you attempt to rise.With no retinue in sight while surrounded by highwayman full... Continue Reading →
No secret.How humans desire the human touch.But,A fact kept hidden over fear of appearing too needy,Too fragile.Yet,Is it really?Is it weak to seek answers from a soul with scars that mirror open wounds you have no answer for?Is it weak to yearn for a hug before slipping into an abyss so hard to climb out... Continue Reading →
Have you ever stopped reaching out to someone and notice how years go by without both of you speaking?How they define you as lost without any effort to call or text,While you end up feeling wrong about the whole situation?I’m sure it’s more common than we think while we try to find our place in,A... Continue Reading →
A battle no one gets to see unless I decide to reveal my wounds. And, Everytime I decided to, Most would misconstrue my true intentions, Miss the message, Only to con me with friendship dead in shallow waters since I could not accrue, Enough change in my pocket in time... But, Can you blame me... Continue Reading →
Debilitating. To walk outside with a fistful of frustration punching against the walls of your chest. To be amongst other souls who deny your light while labeling it dim, When really, It's darkness protruding through your pours attempting to devour every glimmer of hope. Because, I don't want to feel this crippling anxiety, Yet, It's... Continue Reading →
Never been a baller,But,I’m writing lyrics richer than every single dollar anyone can make.Never been a player,But,A nerd courting more than a dime piece while everybody tries to hate,On me!For the truths I speak!A man all about keeping his word never has to lie while he’s seeking a deeper meaning of life for a better... Continue Reading →
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