"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Many nights, I spend, Wondering what life is about. Will we ever know? Will God ever show? Do we die and wither away as the wind blows? Is there a purpose for us even being here in the first place? I guess, The answer is no, In the most beautiful way. We all have things... Continue Reading →
At times, There are no words. Maybe a grin. Hints of laughter. But, Not a single wave of sound, Crashing through your ocean of tears. Silence is golden...
People often search for a cure. A cure to heal the sorrows of loss, endings and confusion. Whether it’s the designated wine glass, grape Dutch Master or darkest memory, you use it to run away into illusions of happiness, when surely you know it’s temporary no matter how long it lasts. But, is there such... Continue Reading →
If I'm a piece of shit in your eyes, Then I must be the piece gathered on the tissue you use to wipe. Most men and women end their nights with a vice. Yet, I'm still looked down upon because I'm blunt and choose to get high? Being with anyone has come at a price,... Continue Reading →
Imagine looking out for your 10 year old nephew. Virtually all his life. Knowing his smile makes you happy, Still told you can't see him again... Said I wasn't a parent and unable to know what that love feels like... Never knew how to handle such pain, So, My only solution was taking my own... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I wake up and don't feel like rhyming words together. I just, Want to tell the Universe how badly I want to feel normal. But, Not to another human trotting through lands of Love turned to a barren wasteland. More so, To whatever seems to be pulling our strings... We all want to be... Continue Reading →
Even if I need my space as well, Certain days I just miss when we were being ourselves. No worry in the world. Only wrapped in a swirl of hugs, Just because. Who has been there more than her? It's hard to forget many years of picking each other up from the dirt. And, At... Continue Reading →
Am I suicidal at the moment? Or, Is the Lion inside seeking reprisal, For locking him away? I was only trying to prevent self-inflicted pain, But, Nowadays, A garden floriferous with Roses seems fitting, As more thoughts of happiness dies...
Am I the only one? Or, Do you feel it, Too? I'm pretty sure you do. Beauty in the confidence of what you choose. Because, If what is on your body is the same kind of organ as mine, You're skin has bled the same way as my, Muse when I hurt her without a... Continue Reading →
Determined for a new beginning, With old habits I had lost long ago. Those things I used to do in place of the clouds of smoke, I've inhaled underneath our clear skies... Like, Waking up and taking that morning walk through Fort Tryon Park, Uptown, Manhattan. Or, Opening my journal first thing, Fighting away my... Continue Reading →
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