"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
"Get up!"My mind yells yet,Can't find the motivation to rise fast enough.I don't know why,Nor do I care to find out.I'm exhausted from trying to find a reason to move forward.I just…Want to jump to my feet,And,Wash my face without contemplating why I'm even awake,Asking myself If I'll ever be happy again or,If I'll ever... Continue Reading →
Ties,Ties,Ties!They just don't suit me right.Feels more like,A noose choking to death,The kind of tranquil man I yearn to become in a world ran by financial success and duress,And…A suit is not part of who I am,Nor ever will it be for as long as I hold a journal and a pen… It's the only... Continue Reading →
Valiant efforts are laid to waste,Nowadays,When I try to smile without forcing myself to.Sorrow tends to drown out my laughter any time I humor myself with a different hue.I can't seem to think of another color,Besides red,To use on a canvas where I picture myself dead…A truth I've tried to avoid regardless of any joy... Continue Reading →
Its funny how the world makes you say peace,Dueces!While Jesus brings his hands together for whomever feels,Depressed and useless.At the end of it all,Why should I believe what anyone else has to say,When His word has been the truest?Others just push me away while,He listens well enough to tell me what the truth is!As it... Continue Reading →
Life is always going to hit the fan.It will never be a breeze,Until you quit tripping over every hard truth we must all understand.How we aren’t perfect in any sense of the word,As we pay our price for every stand!Taken against ourselves regardless if what we’ve done is wrong while going home with blood on... Continue Reading →
Before you get up and start your day, Getting ready to clock in for work and get paid, Just to smile after being ridiculed for all the pain you may be feeling, Try not to forget how memories don't have to make you cry... Any time a thought wrenches your gut, Think about the grin... Continue Reading →
"Fine, I'll sit down and speak for the moment. And address every farce I yearn to atone for. Rather be accountable, Check myself and never bounce back into what had closed most doors for me..." I'm glad! So, Let's just relax! And, Have a glass. On the rocks. Like you've always had it. Now, Please... Continue Reading →
Attention... Attention... Attention! ... No need for your heinous messages, As I read purely for alimentation. No need for your association, I'm fine, Alone, Without your baggage and hatred! No need for me to react to any of your knavish antics when I'm braised in, A light provided by my savior while I pray in,... Continue Reading →
I often ask, How do we know if what we do is right. Is it that moment of hysteria when you impale that knife, In the spine of another? Or, That sigh of relief when you decide to be the bigger person, Rather than fighting with your brothers just to kill each other?... But, What... Continue Reading →
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