"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Mistakes were made,But,I have a question.Does it mean I'm barred from repentance,A chance to be accountable and make up for my reckless nature?Or,Do I have an opportunity to escape what is destined to break first!Before it all collapses on me… A Glasshouse was never meant to stay in one piece.Each wall is transparent enough to... Continue Reading →
"You are not a man..." The response my dad gave my Mother when told of my future plans.Never really there,Just,Plotting on making his next buck inside his trusty ole' cab.Driving throughout New York City,Stressed from all his bidding,For a woman who would rather see me dead than existing,He made sure to take a look at... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I look inside of my bathroom mirror,And wonder if I do look like them,The scorn and tyrant,Culprits of my inception… When I gaze upon their actions inside of my mind,I run away and immediately open my eyes… After watching belts and wires being cauterized into my skin continuously,Deprived of a much needed hug and... Continue Reading →
Observant and patient, Yet, Racing against the Master Clock. Tick-tock! It goes, Whether you're the master or not. Yet, Eternal I feel when washing away the sins of a past now floating on the rocks... But, Why do I feel life's at a dead end any time I'm around, Them? They whom spit out flesh!... Continue Reading →
Never do I know how much I love my father, Until I picture that day I saw him laid out on a stretcher. It was around 9pm, Leaving Grandma's after attending a family reunion, Even if I never truly felt like a welcomed member. All I saw were red lights flashing, A frown on my... Continue Reading →
As the can opens, Devils sing and demons March. When atonement shall be sought, Rebels drink to treason wrought, By their own creators... Viscious circles sucking life out the innocent. Ways of life syphoning the energy we use to press against, A mold already hardened by the fires of hell, I, Myself, Have ignited with... Continue Reading →
Can't believe I have all three of you kids in my waning life. A triad of purpose I look up to rather than the need to die. A trinity of hope I pray for to live better lives than I did, As I look up at the sky... And write... About how I truly love... Continue Reading →
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