"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
I guess I don't feel embarrassment because,I've done what I've done as a means of survival.Sure,I can definitely apologize to many others I've hurt,But,That's not possible when you're not given the opportunity to do so… So,What's left?What are you supposed to do to atone for that?Am I supposed to feel sorry for myself and inflict... Continue Reading →
Every time I gaze at a beautiful woman, I begin feeling completely numb. All I can think of are the times I failed the one and only girlfriend I've ever had in my life (and probably will be for a very, very long time), sulking over what could've been if I hadn't been such an... Continue Reading →
Seductive like the devil's kiss.The nightmare every man wants to have.Her glare,A ray of bliss… Until her make-up drips,And drips back onto the bathroom sink after each swipe.Scars reveal.Wounds,Bright red,Bleeding out the Ugly she refused to confront and deal… They say Satan has the brightest smile,And hers lit up the entire sky.Yet,Inside?As dark as the... Continue Reading →
"Oh, he has to be gay!" At least, that's what I was told by a woman I refused to give attention to while walking with her child laying innocently inside of his or her stroller. Why was my lack of attention toward her looks important enough to insult me while walking by, though? Who knows!... Continue Reading →
Is it evil if your smile's the upheaval to each frown that is lethal to my, Peace? If I'm already broken in pieces, And, The thought of you glues them back together, How can I ever be sickened, By what isn't wicked to a heart beating slower when it sees you?... You know, They say... Continue Reading →
If you haven't heard it today, I love you, You're beautiful, And, The world needs you ❤
I see her smile rise from cheek to cheek and think of how distinct I am from the world around me... How I've always been a geek, Yet, Addicted to the street. Never any time to focus on my own smile to attract my "well-deserved" queen... Or, Do I even deserve one? With the surplus... Continue Reading →
Trees talk to me while they sway back and forth, Leaves rustle sounds of peace and prosperity while I lounge on grass. Warm kisses of sunshine clutter my entire body, Forming shadows revealing everything I've chosen not to see. Human nature isn't perfect, After all. There is no other beauty amounting to each broken branch... Continue Reading →
So, So, So dreamy her sparkly pupils are underneath moonshine while I sit by this lake in Central Park. A light sparking flames within a heart feeling as if its on its last beats. Giving me no choice but to manifest rhythms including the vibrations from her dancing feet... She's just, The only one to... Continue Reading →
Feels like an eternity ever since you've been gone. The only woman I've ever given my entire heart to, Just to end up doing you wrong... I guess, I've always wanted to rewrite my mistakes. A chance to show you that I am no where near a grave. No where near that dark place, Where... Continue Reading →
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