"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Forever my muse, Even on a day where cheers seem to be low. Because, My finger tips can't help but sway in the name of love. And when love comes to mind, I can only think of your eyes, And how much I've hurt them with the sight of my downfall... I just wish the... Continue Reading →
Certain days, I am off it. The faucet I keep running while I'm sauced in, My room, All alone, With prompt and, A pen and a journal where I flaunt this, Talent I've been handed to a pair of palms that, Used to want to die, But, Now wants to live while I floss raps.... Continue Reading →
Love that I denied, Came back to bite. And, I have died, Deep inside. To be reborn and laugh till I'm, Happy like I've never been before... Tears dripping insidiously, Knowing I needed every embrace she offered while drowning away! And, It's killing me... So, I'm reeling each, Demon I'm feeding with drugs for good... Continue Reading →
So dizzy... So nauseous... Feelings I rebuke when I wake from my slumber. A slumber exhaustively difficult for an insomniac mind like mine to be seduced into, By Peace... Still, I strut my wings and fly forward. At least, In my imagination after my third blunt gets fired up. With a 4loco for the craziness... Continue Reading →
Determined for a new beginning, With old habits I had lost long ago. Those things I used to do in place of the clouds of smoke, I've inhaled underneath our clear skies... Like, Waking up and taking that morning walk through Fort Tryon Park, Uptown, Manhattan. Or, Opening my journal first thing, Fighting away my... Continue Reading →
Living for the present, Not a future, Where I don't exist, In the lives of my beloved... Don't want to be anywhere I'm not wanted. Spent too many nights under this roof crying over my faucet. Asking God why he didn't swing by every time I had lost It, As a prophet who was prompted... Continue Reading →
It's hard to stay bullet proof, Mentally, When ailments and bills pile, As you watch your loved ones, Hungry, Right next to you. Thoughts rise, Am I a man? I ask myself... Because, Generally, We're measured by the glow on our wrist watches and the inches on our crotches. Or, All the Jordan's stockpiling in... Continue Reading →
I peeped Chill at the bar while I was bussing tables at Red Eagle, Drunk on a few drinks, Most importantly, Smiling across the room towards the bartender, Shaq. (Nice guy by the way!) They were both having a conversation, But I couldn't hear what they were saying exactly. I just knew that I wanted... Continue Reading →
Repeatitive babble. Rattlesnakes slither and bite through flesh that isnt mine, For I, was not the creator of my own life... One morning I awoke. My eyes poked holes into realities I wish stayed dead, On the same bed, Where my dreams lay, It seems. Where anger steams and blows marijuana smoke while boat loads... Continue Reading →
Been a while since I've sat down to express my troubled thoughts. A conundrum commenced by a whirlpool of tears I've had no answer for. Confusion formed in the pit of Darkness... But, what can really be seen in the Dark? A place where only candle and flash lights can be seen in bits and... Continue Reading →
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