"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Sounds of heart monitors consume my ear canals as much as God,Whenever It holds me in contempt.You would think God Itself would be more accepting,Rather than taking the role of your deathly Rosarian,Laying it to rest how it really is.But,I guess even "It" has its moments of hopelessness when you decide to leave God's side.Because,Aren't... Continue Reading →
Trapped,Trapped,And,Trapped.Within a bubble of loneliness only forgetfulness can pop.I just want to be grandfathered in a state of bliss from Day to Night,Without thinking of drinking a shot.Even if I still stay sober,I’m over the Drama.I’m,Still soaking in blood from the Karma I suffered!I,Just want a break from it all and be smothered in,Someone’s arms…... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just can’t write a poem.All I can do is sit down,Sway a pen around,And just,Think about how I want to disappear…
Ain't it sad,When you can't remember the last hug you've had?I mean,Not really.I can sit here,Be mad,And keep reeling wretched memories over and over again.Or,Come up with another bar,Further entrapping emotions trying to keep me from being sober in this,Labyrinth with walls made of glass.See-through walls in the mind of my inner child,While I search... Continue Reading →
I yelled for help! You noticed, And, Because of you I didn't drown. You pulled me off the ledge, And, Helped me find a simple smile... You may not understand, But, As soon as an outcast like myself leaves his domicile? All you see are demons who believe it's worth while, To poke fun and... Continue Reading →
How will new trees grow, If you don't ever plant a new seed, Even if it stems from roots of another? Nights like these, All a lonely man wants is, To hold a new rose against the sunshine...
Alive,Yet,Dead.For good reason... How,Why?Well,What else is there for a lonely man yearning to be a better man inside... A reconnection with a spirit forsook by my inner child,Is what I desire!So,I'm not really here.What you read?Is another stitch to an open wound riveting in pain most find,Dear...
Who knows why I’m typing all of these letters down this exact moment. All that’s known by a heart caved in by deceit and endless hits of weed smoke is, that it doesn’t want to die, even if it seems to reach a flatline closer as the days pass by… And, Goku along with poetry... Continue Reading →
As a guy who’s strictly platonic with the women they sympathize with?It’s so insulting being called a simp.You must have my intentions confused if you think I desire sexual relationships!I just,Love conversation and,Think of more than a night of tango when in front of women with,Much more to offer than her naked body… In a... Continue Reading →
I hope that it was all worth it in the end! … Because,When push came to shove?I made ends meet while I tried everything to revive our,Love… Even if you kicked and shattered my Glass House,Even if you picked me apart with your doubts,I made it out of that cave of no return without a... Continue Reading →
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