"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Freedom,Is what you gave me by leaving,Regardless of how wrong it was to hurt you.Your departure gave my life more meaning,More than the moment you said,"I love you…"As I was left to work through,My vices.All alone,Within a glass home shattering above me,By the vibrations of your silence… Here I am,Now sober at the end of... Continue Reading →
Noise…Noise!Noise I do not have a choice to tune out,Peevades my atmosphere as I grow more annoyed,Annoyed,And annoyed… If it's War they want,Then War I shall not shy away from!So what if they're fueled by the thought of my defeat?With a drive where God grabs hold of a wheel steered for me,Why would I ever... Continue Reading →
If I have to,I will walk through blazing hot coal with my bare feet,To feel the peace God offers me,With open arms,Because,There is nothing else that makes me feel the amount of love,He has for His creations,But,Him.No matter the applause,Nor,The sea of women who gawk at my talent,Nor,Each lumpsum of money giving me a chance... Continue Reading →
Being aroused is a feeling I don't want to feel any longer,Unless I'm with the love of my life,Whoever that may be.Happily married.Underneath a canopy of warmth,Devotion and endearment built by our need to look each other in our naked eyes and say,I love you.Sexual inclinations,To me,Mean nothing if you're not with the lover of... Continue Reading →
What got me through a day of work?The possibility of killing myself after clocking out.Honestly,My only source of motivation as I'm nodding out every few seconds since it's taking everything I got in me!To…End the night,Without blood splatter in sight,Regardless of how desperate I am to,Die… What?Would you rather read the words of a liar... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,All a person wants is to be acknowledged.With love and open arms from someone they've known for the longest.But,Life seems to go on without a single thought for me.Not a single person in my life that calls me to say,"Hi!How are you?Just to see how I am doing.Not a single hug to keep me from... Continue Reading →
Distant even if I don’t want to be. But, as much as I long for someone’s touch, I’ve had to keep far away from everything. People, poetry, sports, work to some degree. Everything. I’ve had to clear my mind of all the lies I’m told each time I bother reaching out for any kind of... Continue Reading →
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,All I can do is sit down and stare into space with a face more blank than a canvas painters are afraid to touch.Feel pinned against a wall with a dagger as big as my list of mistakes throughout the last three years of my pathetic existence.Seemingly possessed by a vengeful spirit too exhausted to... Continue Reading →
Not a single body of water exists where you can't drown.So,While you're swimming deep inside a profusion of tears poured by tear ducts,So exhausted from crying,Notice how peers duck your need for love,As your lungs become engulfed by every globule of sorrow left in your weary eyes...Just,Lay dead on the bottom floor.And,Witness God's hand drag... Continue Reading →
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