"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Orgasmic pleasures without the one you love,For what purpose?To satisfy arousal while bursting,Someone else's bubble while you leave them crumbled on the surface,By rejections inevitable from your lack of search for the one?The golden hour for a broken heart is never cared for through lust,But,Sheer affection from another who will tend to each cut,And,Bruise too... Continue Reading →
Sin.The flesh loves it so much.Quite frankly,I don't see anything else it adores.Just being in my own body,Feeling what it craves,Is enough proof for me to know God is real while watching my every move.And,As I fall,And fall,And,Fall time and time again,All I desire is to cleanse my spirit of this atrocity.Lust…What a demon it... Continue Reading →
Spiritual warfare…What grandeur lies ahead as blood splatters on a battlefield where souls die,Knowing rest is not eternal?As we slip into a dream state,We wake,Whether or not our mind takes notice of the netherworld where soil is fertile,For human hearts rotting away!In its core.Or,Paradise we're bound for when following the word of the only King... Continue Reading →
"Normie!"Is what I was called on my way out of a bar,How pretentious.Obnoxious.I thought,With all that's going on in a world going cold,Heartwarming it would be to interact with a world that prides itself on kindness!How thoughtless.To insult me without knowing who I am,What my views are darkened by certain hues marred by monsters with... Continue Reading →
Quite fishy,Isn't it?How within the entire pool of religion we're given to swim in,Most choose to paddle to a shore thry claim to be farthest from,Jesus.How we're taught to tolerate and respect all,Besides,That revolving around the son of God.Hoe the world seems to worsen the more we forget about his love,To feel justified in our... Continue Reading →
I've conceded to the pleasures of being alone.In my own bubble making sure no one pops it.But,There's one thing left for me to do.One last mission for me to accomplish:Conquering my demons once and for all.Every tantalizing sin devouring my sanity as soon as I wake up from a nightmare imbuing my forehead in sweat... Continue Reading →
Withered and abandoned.With a rope,As thick as my sinful arms,To hang from.Plagued with a choice every single day I wake up from a vision had of,A restful life upon the gift God gave me.A pen,A journal,And,A chance to share a testimony possessing the power to make each,Frown in front of me dissipate into oblivion.A story... Continue Reading →
Ascendance.A rise to power,Fame,Is what a lost soul like yours seems to crave… Repentance.A change from who you've been,Is a thought most seem to think of with,Disdain… But,Inevitable it is,Isn't it?Our need to turn the other way?From sin.An otherworldly impressment of fear amongst individuals who seek a manufactured spotlight… Must you grab hold of everyone's... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining!Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light blunts.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to survive with demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ... But,I let... Continue Reading →
Time to handle these emotions with class,Now that I'm grown with a new set of principles in the palm of my hands.Life's been the hardest teacher I have had to bypass,And live within a dream only my eyes can see while I put it in a rap!Covering my wounds.Wounds opened by every friend that wasn't... Continue Reading →
