"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
"Why does it have to be me?" The question I ask when I walk down a street,Where my feet never feel welcomed.A beast in the eyes of each person I pass while I smile with a piece of me broken.And,Only I know what rattles inside of a mind I pray for,For the moment… No one... Continue Reading →
Nowadays,I'm feeling good now that I pray more.Nothing else in my mind besides the hand that I raise for,A moment to write a line about the life that I crave for,A life I will live no matter what is on stage pouring out of my mind… Doesn't matter how dark the memory.I chose the light... Continue Reading →
Prayers often commence when there seems to be no option left.When most want their dream car,That winning lotto ticket,Or,Their own dosage of attention to feel better about themselves.But,As our tears begin pouring oceans without shallow waters, many tend to drown inside their own resentment…I guess,At times,We forget how much of a blessing it is!To experience... Continue Reading →
Sounds of heart monitors consume my ear canals as much as God,Whenever It holds me in contempt.You would think God Itself would be more accepting,Rather than taking the role of your deathly Rosarian,Laying it to rest how it really is.But,I guess even "It" has its moments of hopelessness when you decide to leave God's side.Because,Aren't... Continue Reading →
Not really angry,Honestly.Just,Ill and exhausted from,Trying to control what I can't control... Like,What Humans do to themselves!Only to point fingers and ignite their own hellish realities into existence while,Bystanders get burned.By each spark searing holes through the surface of their,Rotting hearts... Because,Isn't it so annoying?How we've lived for so long risking death with every step... Continue Reading →
Imagine loving someone so much, You make sure they get home safe and sound. You make sure to tell them how fond you are of their smile. Like, So beautiful it was sitting pretty right across from me. Having dinner under spotlights illuminating both of us, Without a single moment where you'd want to rush... Continue Reading →
Many nights, I spend, Wondering what life is about. Will we ever know? Will God ever show? Do we die and wither away as the wind blows? Is there a purpose for us even being here in the first place? I guess, The answer is no, In the most beautiful way. We all have things... Continue Reading →
What do I need? I think about that often. Versus what I want in, This fragile life of mine... But I, Digress from such thought over my bathroom faucet. Where the need for God washes, Away, Every spec of dirt daring to paint me as flawless... Impefections, The perfections we were blessed with! Just how... Continue Reading →
I'm not going to change. It doesn't make sense to fix what didn't break, No matter the pain. I'm cool with the cracks... I know I'm dope, Smoking a pack of rappers looking like food on a plate, For me to cope... I'm coming for everything I deserve. All of my life, My heart has... Continue Reading →
Living for the present, Not a future, Where I don't exist, In the lives of my beloved... Don't want to be anywhere I'm not wanted. Spent too many nights under this roof crying over my faucet. Asking God why he didn't swing by every time I had lost It, As a prophet who was prompted... Continue Reading →
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