"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Cocaine dreams.138th and cypress Ave.Where I learned my numbers,Colors and alphabets.MS-13s,BloodsCrips,Blues,Red… A bull,I was turned into.By minority tendencies.It's all I saw growing up,Only had I to fend for me…In the streets…Of NYC… Can't be taken out,Deceased,Ceased by the gun,Played by the one,Hollow tip out to pierce an empty soul.How ironic would that be? But,I just... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining,Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light one.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to surviveWith demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ… But,I let bygones... Continue Reading →
"You are my muse, Yet, Because of you? I have everything to lose, And I feel like I lost it all... Slip, Trip and fall was sequential, As I thought I was sanctified, In your arms forever. Yet, Every hug felt clandestine and tethered to an escape planned underneath my nose... My heroin. Can I... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I look inside of my bathroom mirror,And wonder if I do look like them,The scorn and tyrant,Culprits of my inception… When I gaze upon their actions inside of my mind,I run away and immediately open my eyes… After watching belts and wires being cauterized into my skin continuously,Deprived of a much needed hug and... Continue Reading →
A new chapter begins when the page is turned.What was read before?No longer in view,Just,A new memory to burn... And yes!You can turn back if you choose to,Reflect on every single detail commencing the "Boo Hoo's!"Or,Shovel your way through to the next plot.Dig through it until you strike gold,And,Continue on to the next stop while... Continue Reading →
Plastic to an authentic man is,Tragic.Bodacious you may be,So curvaceous in your lace jeans,You lace me!With many carnal desires.But,Even with a drive,Such as mine,I tire!Like any other when It feels each wheel is falling off,On a road that once inspired me to fire,Shots,On shots,Of scotch until I rotted on a pile of rocks I rose... Continue Reading →
Her absence felt closer to paradise than any promise ever told to a broken heart,For who I once had known,No longer exists...
Scars may be hideous to us at first glance, but, let's be honest. Life would suck if we all had the power to turn back the hands of time and change what we deeply regret. Just, too many options to choose from. Too many what ifs for your demons to play with... Can't imagine coercing... Continue Reading →
Whatever you do,Remove yourself from a space shared by stars who saw their light as,Something to lose... Whatever you choose,Make a decision only if your heart is in it,So that you remain true... Because,Never have we known where we'll end up when we die,Since the beginning of a life,God forces us to own up to...... Continue Reading →
You are hot air on a hot day! Not what I need when I'm burning with a passion of having a glass of pop on the rocks, With someone who rocks my world. You and I don't go well together, Nowadays I need another joint to bring into the mix of things that'll measure, Love,... Continue Reading →
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