"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Tricked! I was. At least, It’s how I feel internally. Tricked to believe that I was loved unconditionally by the one who promised to never run away, regardless of our circumstance. So many dark truths coming to light only to find that, I was the “monster” lurking through her shadows of happiness… “I would’ve stayed... Continue Reading →
Freedom! Is all I’ve desired during this period of hysteria. After all, who isn’t tired of an epoch riddled by ignorance and deceit while snakes dressed in a suit & tie poison the masses with fear? After such vexatious warnings of a “dark” winter ahead of those who refuse to litter their bloodstreams with heinous... Continue Reading →
What is life anymore? Is it a course of torment for the souls who mourn rest for most of their weary days? Or, Is there something at the end of a tunnel virtually endless as I crawl on bleeding knees while laughed at for, Cringing in pain... Too hard to tell nowadays...
Lately, It's been hard to write anything. Overthinking till my mind overflows with a sea of memories I drown into, Fatally. Because, A piece of me dies each time I dip my feet inside of it. A sea colder than the heart of a mother who gave up on her son too early despite of... Continue Reading →
Satiated by her absence now that I'm past it.Making faces with my cheeks pointing upwards toward sunlight beaming across our beautiful planet.Not much to say as I indulge on the magic of love,Forcing undesired thoughts to vanish in the snap of a,Finger creating music with each stroke of my pen.Every swipe erasing that feeling of... Continue Reading →
Old.Brittle.Yet,Young,Full of life without much direction.Crackles in every step,But,A drive rolling along as smooth as each drip from my olen wounds.Those tears falling from a broken heart I keep trying to mend,But,Just can't seem to find the right glue…
Happy New Year! Zero calls, Nor a single message seen. Riddled by pain as old as, Me... Yet, Regardless of the same ole' turn out, Another night where I'm reminded of my lack of family and friends in such an absurd house, Full of demons sipping tea with everyone so, So burnt out of love...... Continue Reading →
Cheering myself up is a habit I haven’t practiced until now.Just,Sitting down,Taking in the deepest breath and being obsessed with what truly makes me happy.Whether it’s poetry begging to be spewed out from the inner depths of my gleaming soul,Or,Watching Dragon Ball Z even if I am “adult-years old”,Guilt seemed to have always shoot up... Continue Reading →
Smiles coerced by a need for change.Although every walk is heavy with each ankle anchored by pain,Patience takes possession of each step taken forward.What other choice do I have,But,To be devoured by silence with a voice box cluttered with anger towards the man I am,This very moment?Alone,Without a shoulder to hold as I vigilantly seek... Continue Reading →
Don’t know what to say,Think,Nor feel.Yet,Anger likes to rise up my spine and escape my mouth in sentences meant to detain another’s sanity.So often stuck in a cell,I can’t help but feel trapped in such hysterical realities.Lap topped with so many sticky notes reminding me of travesties,Like my demons monitoring my vanity,Through my fear of... Continue Reading →
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