"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
So weird,Writing this piece during my recovery.Because,I've lived a life rife with mistakes I'm trying to right before I'm dead,In a grave,With no chance to rebuttal each critic of my existence.And,I can't use a voice I've seemed to have burned out by belching complaint after complaint from the top of my lungs.All over anger and... Continue Reading →
We were created without ever knowing how.A feat we will never reach no matter how deep we dig into rabbit holes overflown with doubt.Rabbit holes leading us toward truths about,Our spirit,Its entire meaning of existence,And every reason why it should be given all of the attention it may need.Eventually.Attention others fear to gift themselves in... Continue Reading →
Don’t quite know what God wants from me.Everyday I wake up with purpose in mind,But,Still puzzled as to why I must go fourth with what my heart aches for.An escape from thoughts more crippling than a car speeding one-hundred miles per hour,Zipping right passed your shattered shins flying over to the other side of the... Continue Reading →
You can't imagine all the pain that I bear.While everybody thinks I'm an animal feeding off of despair,All I am is just a man grown sick and tired of looking for apologies others wouldn't care to give.So,I've isolated.Stayed away what would not embrace me while aggravated,By a dysfunctional family,Demons who rather bestow insanity upon me!... Continue Reading →
Metaphors and punchlines?You get tired of forcing them when all you can think about is your recovery from,Pain.Whether it be emotional,Physical,Or both,Pain only gets stronger the more you sugarcoat what isn't meant to be sweet.So,I've had to cut back.Cutting back on similes and such invigorating my sweet tooth before I can no longer have any... Continue Reading →
New love!Daunting on a lonely soul like mine,Along a heart shattered over ties untied,By what I promised I would not become,Over memories looped in my head of all the wrongs I've done.But,I'm just a guy trying to find himself like any other.Who wouldn't want a woman by his side to experience life's wonders with,And,Love her... Continue Reading →
Beginnings of a poem can be hard.Especially,When all you want to do is see humanity crumble by its own karma.Humanity deserves every bit of it!,But,Who am I to open my mouth and alarm us?Too many Bel-air dreams with a will to farm a plant,Drink as many shots you can,With a pill in hand!No matter how... Continue Reading →
A troubled mind travels through wind tunnels of angst and despair,Colder than a night below 30° without a blanket in sight.Forever cursed by idle hands refusing to write their own life story… Yet,On a search it goes!A search that won't conclude unless you face yourself along every waning goal,It promised it'd never let go of…... Continue Reading →
Love conquers much pain,As long as you're heart's open,To never look back…
Scrambled.Although I’ve escaped my shell,My emotions have been more than what I could normally handle.Being egged on by lies coercing me to shout and scream until I,Cry…How can they not be?I’d walk in a different fashion,But,I’m worn out from everyone who mocks me.Struggling to quit a habit that prompts me to pant till I pass... Continue Reading →
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