"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
What I express so often,Would wake you up from mourning your dreams,Coughing up doubt while clearing a mind from a nightmare you've seen,Too many times when closing your eyes to the screech,Of a lie you've grown accustomed to… Of how you're not good enough.Of how you're not destined to fly over incoming gifts you were... Continue Reading →
You never really knew me,Never cared,Nor bothered to.Never did your heart choose to grab hold of the love I've offered you,Instead of all the jabs I've thrown in defense of my honor you,Beat down every time I've fallen.To the Woes of a world where pitch forks reign supreme at most dinner tables full of roaches... Continue Reading →
Desiring to change your environment simply means,You understand how it has no affect on you.It means that you care about yourself enough to be where ever there lies,Truth… Sleeping in a bed of lies is like,Being stuck inside of a web of nightmares you'll wrestle with for an eternity.Just,Another silky string buckling you down within... Continue Reading →
Addiction.A Monster residing in its own class.A mind full of dualistic principles.Where It will crown itself king for municipal control for boatloads of cold,Hard,Cash… Anything!It will do around the city for another hit of Lies in your hand…It'll converse and kick it with you!With a mouth full of tricks convincing you of starry nights you... Continue Reading →
Poetry comes back into my life, full circle, every time I'm squared by trials and tribulations I so desperately need to conquer. Regardless of two shins bruised by a maddening search for peace and tranquility through a field of burning coal, I anticipate the relief I'll feel as soon as I take that first step... Continue Reading →
Can't stop thinking about what it's like to be the guy every woman throw themselves at with full force. A lonely, nerdy dude like me, formerly 300 pounds up until my junior year of college at Queens, isn't so fun to be when you yearn for someone's embrace. Sure, all the weight is gone, have... Continue Reading →
Why rise from slumber and whinge at Society's general follies? Is the question. Yet, A person like me? Hard-headed even after breaking out of his long-time, Corrugate shell of reticence, Discovers that to be strenuous. Spending laborious amounts of time relaxing my nerves after involuntarily witnessing any kind of ignorance. Ridiculing myself over and over... Continue Reading →
How do you know when your heart 'is in it'? Knowing your life depends on it? I often don't realize I'm thirsty, Until my mouth is dry and can't recite a single sonnet. Signs you must be aware of before you make a response in, Vain... Can't say you don't lie to yourself from time... Continue Reading →
I don't really like being outside, Unless it is cold. Kind of feels like a monster keeps stalking me everywhere I go... My heart beats. And beats... And beats... While all of my tears flow. Left, Right, Down as the wind blows... A villain in her eyes, Misunderstood by the unknown trapped inside of my... Continue Reading →
Defeated?... Never the case. What reason? To get up and pray? To get on a stage, And leave them in pain? A weekend... Away from the deep end, While staying right on shore, Getting my feet wet... And reject, All the cynical demons, Resting soundly on my shoulders while I try my best to repent...... Continue Reading →
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