What's the point in building a house where destruction lies? I sleep in the middle of debree. The minute I step foot on ground, Glass cuts, I scream. Cold, Winds I breathe, Life isn't as sweet, As once thought when glass walls shatter... I'm just trying to get up out my mind... I'm trying to... Continue Reading →
Proper ’12
They want you when you're under spotlights. But, When I step into the dark, They hate what they see and lock eyes, On what they now call a monster. Proper. Funny how I'm writing this at 12, Like Conor. Thinking all about how I left all the demons in my corner trying foster, An angel... Continue Reading →
Adjustin’ My Glassez
I want to give a hug or two, But, It's hard for me. Sometimes, All I can think about is how to clog my arteries. So much food for thought while I commit Arseny. On different bits of paper away from those I keep far from me! God forbid they get burnt by the lighters... Continue Reading →
Chamberz Of Pain
A stage, Is not a stage, But, A chamber of healing. I've bled. Lost my sense of hearing momentarily, As my voice box felt like it was coming to a close. All to pour out a tsunami that seemed virtually endless from the inner depths of my bleeding heart. But, One thing is for sure.... Continue Reading →
Distant Love
Forever my muse, Even on a day where cheers seem to be low. Because, My finger tips can't help but sway in the name of love. And when love comes to mind, I can only think of your eyes, And how much I've hurt them with the sight of my downfall... I just wish the... Continue Reading →
Know Your Worth
They all say they're there and love you. Until you need them there while they just look above you. But it's a lose-lose, For the fools who, Overlook the worth in your soul glaring a light to the sky. Up high, While they're covered in smoke with tears in their eyes. Broke, In the club... Continue Reading →
When Silence Speakz
Problem is, He's wrong if he feels suicidal, As if anyone is helping him keep his vitals pumping. He's wrong if he's down, Even if he's being kicked while he's hungry, To get back up and smile. He's wrong for just wanting time to heal. Time to heal from pain that doesn't seem to go... Continue Reading →