Being peaceful is something I’m not used to.After a few days of silence,That bottle in my chest becomes vibrant,With all I’ve been pouring into it,Glowing as it pops into pieces without a choice to fight it…Because,I ask myself.Why not let it explode?And,Bask in gleaming light coming from the hot embers of a burning soul,Forming into... Continue Reading →
Never Really Mattered
A loner’s life can be difficult at times.Because,One particular question likes to come into mind.If I die,How long would it be before anybody find outs?Would I rot here until my body begins exploding,Turning pitch black just like the darkness swirling all around a heart cracked from falling,Too many damn times…I guess I’ll never know,Regardless of... Continue Reading →
Letterz From A Monster, Pt. 2: A Simple Roar
Many stare at you with lapidary pupils when you’re able to provide more than a hug or kiss on the cheek. They adore you while fascinated by your every move. Sooner or later, you become an example of success in the crying eyes of a dream-chaser. But, what happens when you are muddied by a... Continue Reading →
Afternoon Haikus: Aging Gracefully
Fail I surely will.My steppingstone to Success.Pain I bear with grace…
Do It, Or Else?
Trains of thought circle smoke all around my mind until,My bell rings for the next joint.Am I the culprit for the Flame’s shadow hovering above a bed made of brimstone without a choice,Or,The observer?I wasn’t present when convinced I should hurt her.By breaking her down into what I thought would merger,Two entities,With empyrean energies akin,From... Continue Reading →
Been About What
All I’ve been about is change,A chance to pay for my sins.Indebted to a God I couldn’t see until I closed my eyes and believed in confidence,And walked with bliss,While promising the man in my mirror I would smile,No matter what kind of time it is…
Sorry, Not Sorry!
Sorry,Not sorry!I was just born this way.With a will to detach myself from atavistic features like a 6-pack,In hand,Along a winking eye whenever it’s time to show who I truly am… Sorry,Not sorry!For most of my life,I’ve been excessively fat.Pushing 300 pounds,Until now,Ever since I’ve crossed and burned bridges that couldn’t withstand!The weight of my... Continue Reading →
Solitude By Choice
To be be given solitude during a period where your ailing heart needs an escape? A blessing in disguise bedazzled with our tears, frozen into ice chained to our necks and wrists in respect to whatever our personal mission is. After all, freedom is just a figment in our imagination involuntarily engineered ever since man... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #37 – Just So Puzzled
Great escapes are stories I’ve been thinking about often ever since I read Into The Wild by Jon Krakauer. Wouldn’t want to spoil much, but I found it so wild how Chris McCandless cut himself off from all of humanity just to realize how important it is to be with others. A feeling I believe... Continue Reading →
Recalled
An image my kids would love to trace over,is a goal in my mind and heart I yearn to achieve.But,I’m having trouble conceiving that notion of success my dear soul thirsts for.More so,A band-aid for an open wound that will heal within time,With good rest and a day,Or two,Where you unwind!Without going too far… Because,In... Continue Reading →