"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just miss the time when,You were loved by those you love.But,Does it even matter when you could die this very moment,As,No one will notice?How can anyone observe what they deem unworthy of existence on a plane where,All you do is get high,Clouded by memories keeping you under hypnosis...
Dazed in a jungle of concrete. Sweat violently drips down onto its ground like acid burning through a sheet of paper. Frustrated, As I strike the walls of a shell I've been trapped inside of for longer than what can be remembered. But, Light now peeks through each hole with each swing. With each cling.... Continue Reading →
I feel dead inside! But, I know why. Being reborn again... Rising from the Grave! Headed to a place, Alleviating my pain! As I seek more of It. Revival... Vitals pulsating like never before. A rest so vital! Was my death behind bars keeping me confined in God's message, Regardless if there's a witness present.... Continue Reading →
So tense when you wake up over everything that was made up...While they go ahead and lie?You're lying down and writing out your life!As you rightfully should... Not a single fervent wish flowing through your veins even as a young scholar.So good with your words,You electrify the demons trying so hard to solder themselves on... Continue Reading →
Coming clean to my Ex about breaking our promise, In less than 24 hours? Wasn't easy as I'd hope. But, It had to be done. Especially, After months and months of feeling destroyed by the woman I loved... Desperate was I to find salvation for a heart being teared apart by the sounds of her... Continue Reading →
Who knows where to start. That boy died the day he entered those Halls. Reborn in the arms of Angels he thought he'd never witness, Yet, In front of him were a Trinity of acceptance. A renewed hope found through a vision different from what I was presented. As an adolescent looking for a way... Continue Reading →
After working so hard and putting on strong performances of what you love most, You may just suffer a major blow knocking your Will to its knees. A rock in the road trying to prevent your drive from coercing you to soar through the skies... And, More people will say you won't be able to... Continue Reading →
What am I doing? Is the question that I keep moving through a mind I can only sooth with a drink on most nights. But... Before I'm too far gone, I March on, With this talent I was given at Birth. A Death I was blessed to go through so that I can surf, On... Continue Reading →
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