"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A prism.A prism is what I feel like on most days.Just,An empty piece of glass the sun shines its light through.Light others get to see,In a multitude of bright colors,Orange,Yellow,Red,Purple,Pink.A beautiful mesh of hope,And,Faith I wish I was able to witness myself.But,I can't.All I can do is continue to illuminate the joy others claim to... Continue Reading →
My foot isn't in searing pain,The same way God has ordained my body to feel.How?I have no idea.My habits have been quite the same,With a small change here and there while I read a,Story I wish I were living along a sweet cup,Of lies I've been drinking anytime I need a,Break from reality...But,Who am I... Continue Reading →
Trip and fall,Trip and fall,Trip and fall!I've done more times than I can count.But,Air still flows through my flaring nostrils forcing my chest to rise,With a hope impenetrable by,Sticking to a plan made for me by a God who's shown me more love,Than,Any friend ever would while dripping blood,From wounds they've cut open.When push comes... Continue Reading →
Feeding,A demon,With reasons,Your heaving!In vomit,While coughing up smoke,Upping the dosage for a moment of hope,In all of it's falsity?A fatality for those lost in endless animosity,Against an image once portrayed by hues of love,Stained by every opportunity taken to go for blood,Tainting all of what you could've been if,You had never given up.And,For what?Drugs?A drink,What... Continue Reading →
Knuckles bloodied by battles against a shadow only I can see.A war without any weapons in sight,Except,For the barbs thrown at each other's teeth.Who will let their guard down first?Or,Will we both go down together knowing there's no victory in killing yourself,Even if no one's around to mourn on the shore of Midnight's Sea.Where the... Continue Reading →
Finally!Finally,Finally.Surrounded by the kind of nature that loves to tell a story.Leaves of paper bound to a spine strong enough to endure what broke mine.Reminders of what life can be like if I just,Walk away from what wants to efface my existence on a planet I’ve grown weary of.All I wonder is,What’s next?While my hands... Continue Reading →
On some days,There are no words.Just,A thought you don’t want to have,Along a ball of angst ballooning inside of your chest,Until it pops!And,Takes you down with it,As hope begins deflating slowly,But surely.The one moment your demons find worthy to dance together,Hold hands and celebrate… Yet,Their celebration ends when you decide to shut off their stereo... Continue Reading →
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just miss the time when,You were loved by those you love.But,Does it even matter when you could die this very moment,As,No one will notice?How can anyone observe what they deem unworthy of existence on a plane where,All you do is get high,Clouded by memories keeping you under hypnosis...
I feel dead inside! But, I know why. Being reborn again... Rising from the Grave! Headed to a place, Alleviating my pain! As I seek more of It. Revival... Vitals pulsating like never before. A rest so vital! Was my death behind bars keeping me confined in God's message, Regardless if there's a witness present.... Continue Reading →
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