"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
My first birthday completely sober from any substance!What can I say?I'm grateful for the walk God put me on instead of staying slumped in,A ditch I thought I'd never climb out of after tripping over so many bumps on a road where running is not an option.A road where a slow pace wins the race... Continue Reading →
Do it now before it's too late.Put down the Kool-Aid!And,Get away from what is sugarcoated by a lie,Inside of what others light up with butane.Damp from saliva they spit out while they pass over slews of eighths,Trying to make you a slave… Focus on love from the most high!Watching us from the sky,Guiding us with... Continue Reading →
A prude is what I want,Sort of.A woman who is not absorbed in thoughts,Darkened by a need to climax and froth,Over orgasms that won't last as long,As we can hold each other in the midst of a storm… I want to be engorged by her love,And,Need to hear my voice whenever she'd slip into a... Continue Reading →
Hopping from one open mic to the next as the holidays arrive,You'll meet so many others looking for the same high.Not from a drug.Not from a drink nor attention from anyone!But,A dream.A dream we imagine from the second we open our eyes,To and throughout every hour we're asleep…The kind of high most are too afraid... Continue Reading →
Limping your way past the wire is vastly superior to,Never making it at all.Whether you're parasitic or a hermit,Recluse,Prying eyes and ears aren't worth bawling over while you crawl,In pain,With so much to lose… Yea,So what if there is no one cheering for you on the sidelines?Life is not a sport!At any second,You might die,And,Get... Continue Reading →
Moments like these,I think about how I quit smoking joints and feel,Powerful,Grateful.More than I ever have before at any point in my life.Makes me feel as if I can,Fly.Do things no other human has done before.But,Still I cry.I cry tears of joy knowing how I'm no longer burning that bridge between,Myself and an inner-child I... Continue Reading →
Attention is a hell of a drug!Especially after grabbing a mic around a crowd so desperate to get drunk and high.And I grew tired of it…Watching others surrounding themselves with 1800 bottles while I try to write a hot line?Has me wired in with!Who I really am,Instead of running away from my truths I once... Continue Reading →
Not much to say when you wake up knowing how lonely your day will be.Nor is there many things for you to do except bring a daydream into reality,My chance for me to sit and conjure a smile through an art defining a life going by unnoticed.And,Does it ever strain my peace of mind?Does it... Continue Reading →
So,So high!Smoking all night,Rolling up a tight joint that'll help me float to the sky!It just feels like,It's so right...Why?My,Mind?Will never know while I'm speeding on this highway!Line,By,Line.Until my ladder is tall enough for my entrance into heaven with a rhyme made,To put together what alleviates so much of my pain... A melody.I wouldn't have... Continue Reading →
I am a man of God's word, Not a God of Man's word. Especially, During a time where my demons intend to master! Any control they may have had over me... I've had to break a promise or two while sobering, From past rendezvous I couldn't pass up where I've lowered these, Glittering eyes I... Continue Reading →
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