"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
What's the point in building a house where destruction lies? I sleep in the middle of debree. The minute I step foot on ground, Glass cuts, I scream. Cold, Winds I breathe, Life isn't as sweet, As once thought when glass walls shatter... I'm just trying to get up out my mind... I'm trying to... Continue Reading →
They want you when you're under spotlights. But, When I step into the dark, They hate what they see and lock eyes, On what they now call a monster. Proper. Funny how I'm writing this at 12, Like Conor. Thinking all about how I left all the demons in my corner trying foster, An angel... Continue Reading →
They all say they're there and love you. Until you need them there while they just look above you. But it's a lose-lose, For the fools who, Overlook the worth in your soul glaring a light to the sky. Up high, While they're covered in smoke with tears in their eyes. Broke, In the club... Continue Reading →
How obscure it is, How I tremble at the thought of being around the presence of many, Yet, Set out to be around just that. Plethoras of fears take over my thoughts. Like, Going blank, Having nothing to say. But, Even then, It's the only way I can love when darkness rises... Still. I'm prompted... Continue Reading →
Problem is, He's wrong if he feels suicidal, As if anyone is helping him keep his vitals pumping. He's wrong if he's down, Even if he's being kicked while he's hungry, To get back up and smile. He's wrong for just wanting time to heal. Time to heal from pain that doesn't seem to go... Continue Reading →
"Surround yourself with happy people," Is what they all say, Nowadays. But, What am I to do when I see another soul in pain? Eyes wide open, Yet their innerchild's asleep through the rain. How can you say that's your friend, If you've willingly allowed them to drown away? I couldn't live with that, The... Continue Reading →
What am I doing? Will I die? When I put in view, A suicide, I have thought through, So many times... Waking up to go out and buy, A 40oz, Some Mary Jane for a quick high, It's all I want... It's all I want... It's all I want... A motion on, Repeat, Till I... Continue Reading →
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