"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Regrets?I have none.All I am is a human who's mad enough!To throw my lighter against a pavement stepped on by so many others wearing shoes soaked in butane while having nothing,To lose.And,I could've been a part of that group….Of arsonists as my soul was often set ablaze by what was never true…Mary Jane along side... Continue Reading →
Haven't been good in what feels like,An aeon my inner child became too tired to keep on counting.Sick of waking up first thing in the morning doubting what I,Haven't yet attempted.Putting my phone aside to meditate after much needed bed rest.Breathing when I'm feeling anxious about when I need to do the next best thing,And... Continue Reading →
Who am I to ever feel suicidal as I live a life I have dared not to live?Who am I to cry the Lord's name for my salvation when,I have been way too selfish and ungrateful to give?Just,A nobody with a dream I stopped cultivating with pure love when love became lost for me!A leech... Continue Reading →
Lost.Stuck inside the confines of a mind gone dark.How do I break through?Is the question I repeat in hopes an answer would spark.Lighting fires under my belly rather than enduring a combustion burning my dreams away,As I inhale another breath and keep calm.Opening my palm!To receive blessings I've rejected for way too long.All for a... Continue Reading →
Tantalizing beauty is what She possessed.Eyes followed her whichever direction the wind pulled her toward.Sparkles of glitter hovered around Her face while exposed to sunshine,Illuminating a smile she would often keep hidden within the shadows of another's dark cloud.So magical she was!But,My pupils shrunk at the sight of her lustrous arrival.What was luminous to others,Like... Continue Reading →
Memories of who I once loved wither away like,A ripped page out of my journal catching flame.Never wanted to tear a single one out,Yet,I smile as I watch each flake of fire scattered all across my face.Embers more heartwarming than all I've felt from anyone else…
Don’t know what to say,Think,Nor feel.Yet,Anger likes to rise up my spine and escape my mouth in sentences meant to detain another’s sanity.So often stuck in a cell,I can’t help but feel trapped in such hysterical realities.Lap topped with so many sticky notes reminding me of travesties,Like my demons monitoring my vanity,Through my fear of... Continue Reading →
Just,Imagine.Waking up,Without a fuss,And a family waiting to love you.With a simple kiss,Alleviating this,Pain that I feel!Whenever loneliness becomes heavy enough to crush you… A dream I’d like to have,Replacing nightmares where I stand,Engulfed in flames…A monster like myself only cries butane,Ignited by its fiery nature,As both of my pupils wearily observe the combustion of... Continue Reading →
Being peaceful is something I’m not used to.After a few days of silence,That bottle in my chest becomes vibrant,With all I’ve been pouring into it,Glowing as it pops into pieces without a choice to fight it…Because,I ask myself.Why not let it explode?And,Bask in gleaming light coming from the hot embers of a burning soul,Forming into... Continue Reading →
Heartbreak kills.And,It feels as if it almost killed me without ever knowing why... Bones crackled louder as the days went by.Breathing felt like swallowing a ball of hysteria to start you off for the morning.Yet,Worst of all?Caring enough to take care of myself was far from a mind remote from its current reality.All of which... Continue Reading →
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