"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Even though you're aware of those feelings, You still feel them and it's never pleasurable. It just means, You're more in control through moments of despair. In control of reactions that make the Human flesh weak. No matter how, Out of control, Your situation is... At the end of it all. All I want to... Continue Reading →
Have you ever had a pain, In your head, That doesn't go away? For days. Weeks. Months at a time while becoming crazed, Internally? What is truly hurting me? The question driving me insane, Into fits of rage. Clothed by my anger and the memories I hate... Can't remember when I didn't have them. Havent... Continue Reading →
Eerie it feels when you reach out and don't get an answer. Afterwards, you turn kind of zombie like and just stare at the next wall that you see. Darkness embodies your mind as you no longer can reach for that phone for anyone who decides to call back. Then, thoughts and decisions come to... Continue Reading →
I kind of met the woman of my dreams, But, Wish I never did. Her curls are so beautiful, But, My mind's wrapped up in the thought of exiting from this, Reality that doesn't seem to quite like me, While I'm fighting for peace... Her voice is as sweet as my favorite piece of chocolate,... Continue Reading →
What's the point in building a house where destruction lies? I sleep in the middle of debree. The minute I step foot on ground, Glass cuts, I scream. Cold, Winds I breathe, Life isn't as sweet, As once thought when glass walls shatter... I'm just trying to get up out my mind... I'm trying to... Continue Reading →
A stage, Is not a stage, But, A chamber of healing. I've bled. Lost my sense of hearing momentarily, As my voice box felt like it was coming to a close. All to pour out a tsunami that seemed virtually endless from the inner depths of my bleeding heart. But, One thing is for sure.... Continue Reading →
Am I suicidal at the moment? Or, Is the Lion inside seeking reprisal, For locking him away? I was only trying to prevent self-inflicted pain, But, Nowadays, A garden floriferous with Roses seems fitting, As more thoughts of happiness dies...
"Chop, Chop! Goes the Cow in the Chop Shop!" Upon entering His Cave of Doom, Where a smile upward? Is backwards, I... Couldn't help but notice the door missing. As well as a piece of my soul stolen... "Chop, Chop! Goes the Cow in the Chop Shop!" Mounds of debris slowing down my drive. Even... Continue Reading →
Love that I denied, Came back to bite. And, I have died, Deep inside. To be reborn and laugh till I'm, Happy like I've never been before... Tears dripping insidiously, Knowing I needed every embrace she offered while drowning away! And, It's killing me... So, I'm reeling each, Demon I'm feeding with drugs for good... Continue Reading →
It's hard to stay bullet proof, Mentally, When ailments and bills pile, As you watch your loved ones, Hungry, Right next to you. Thoughts rise, Am I a man? I ask myself... Because, Generally, We're measured by the glow on our wrist watches and the inches on our crotches. Or, All the Jordan's stockpiling in... Continue Reading →
